1229-tired but excited!

ha ha ha! packing and cleaning few days!!!
really hard work!
really exhaust!
finally,things getting to be done.
i'm so happy about everything perfectly to an end! you go girl!

life is great!
ha ha ha!

1227-new start

have friends come to see me.
they are both sad.
i was happy people around me,they really care about me.

the in front journey was unknown magic journey,
i was excited.
with smile. *-^

1226-they are beautiful

today sell all my furniture,terrible hard working for packing,
my passion for create make me smile smile smile. i can't wait.*-^

----------------poem written by M.W Sep.19 2004
　Once there was a big old bear
　Who didn’t have all his hair?

　And the bear he just a little fat
　He looks like Garfield the cat

　But the bear he start to loose his weight
　Because he meet and love soul mate

　The bear he have some little bad habit
　But he stops with ease all for rabbit

　The bear have smile when he goes to bed
　Because only rabbit in his head

　The bear he floats, like a dove
　Knowing he has found true love

　Life has thrown a brand new start
　How lucky he is to find rabbit so smart

　So together they move forward being as one
　And have two children a daughter and son

　Hand in hand they walk through the trees
　With rabbits hair blowing gently in breeze

　The life they have is just one of awe
　And they can not wait to open the next door

　As they grow old they look back and say
　God must have been listening to their pray

　For when they go to bed at night
　They thank God for making things so right

　And so it is written after their lives cease
　If all people were like them, there would be world peace

　As bear see the rabbit,he is over the moon
　Just knowing that they will each other again soon...

--------------------------i'm just grateful for life.
life is beautiful.and i'm going to make it much better!
keep working girl! ^_^

1226-find my ring

ha! find my ring! find my ring! that's cool!
opps,it's small now?
kidding? are my fingers get fat? what?
i laugh! even the ring not fit me now... what a big ouch!

i love my baby!
obviously,we are go on different way!
even what happened suffered but they are once beautiful.
god bless him and i wish him happy with someone ever after!



just read his email from 2004 again.
i was supposed to create "Bear and Rabbit" happy ending photo album and story,
How can god lead me to "Magic Journey"?
it must have some reason.
i'm happy accept the wonder.


------------------------Bear & Rabbit Story written by M.W Sep,17 2004
　　Once upon a time there lived a big bear who one day wondered far from home and while on his journey he meet a little rabbit. For some reason that only the god of all can explain there was a sparkle in each others eyes that they both liked and so they said that they would keep in contact with each other if they could. Although they only see each other for a short time it must have been enough to start small fire in bears belly and he thinks rabbits to.

　　When the big bear got home he was over joyed to see that the little rabbit had already left message for him. Little rabbit not know what she start by leaving big bear message and telling him he has nice smile, but big bear hopes little rabbit does know what she do.

　　The bear and the rabbit talk and talk and talk and learn more about each other and exchange secrets that don’t surface very often when they talk to other people. They exchange pictures of each other and send each other flowers and pancakes and pizza followed by the exchange of their hearts. At this time they know they will be friends always. But the bear knows he has found his true love, his soul mate for life, nothing the rabbit say or do can take the smile from the bears face. The bear has never been like this before so he does not know what is happening at first but his heart tell him that the rabbit is the only true one for him no matter how long it takes or how hard it becomes the bear will not stop until they meet again.

　　The bear now has to ask the little rabbit if she would like to come and live with him so he can take good care of rabbit and cook pancakes for her everyday (promise never miss one day) but before rabbit gives her answer the bear will tell the future story of the Bear and the Rabbit in love forever.

　　After they talk and talk and talk every minute of everyday for one month the bear save enough money for the rabbit to come and see him. When they first see each other again they hug so much that all the people around them can see the bright light beaming off them pointing to the heavens. The bear holds the rabbit by the hand and swears he will never let it go.

　　The bear believes that the love they have for each other is so great that they do everything together, they never part. They help each other cook and clean, they play games together, read books together in fact no one has ever seen them not helping each other do something or being together. So the rabbit goes to work with the bear and they make the best team ever. The bear knows that rabbit has ambitions so he does everything he can to help her fulfil them. Because they are so good together they make lots of money so that the rabbit can help her family to do what ever they want to do.

　　While all this is happening the bear and the rabbit get married but it is only a piece of paper to them because they and god know they were married the day they take each others heart, the bear makes a speech to everyone at the wedding to honour the rabbit E.

　　“As I attempt to find the words worthy to introduce the person who has changed my life, I realize the words have yet to be invented that are large enough, colourful enough and true enough to express the heart and soul of this woman who I will love always”.

　　“From the little lounge at BF to wherever life takes us to playing in our garden with our grandchildren you will always be by my side and I yours”. “I see greatness in your future and the arena of life is but a tool, for you to use to help others, and I am the lucky creature of all of gods creations just to have meet you, let alone spend a life with you”.

　　“Although I am not worthy to spend a life with such greatness I see through your eyes to your soul that I am the one that you have been searching for and my efforts to make the rest of your life precious will not come close to what you deserve but you will know that it is everything that I have to give”.

　　“And so my dear, as we embark on this journey of life know that I will be one with you for ever”.

　　Having dog and cat in their lives is nice but they must have girl and boy to complete their perfect lives. Not long after the beautiful little rabbit falls pregnant and has a little baby girl and later a little baby boy. They are closest family god ever put on earth, they do everything together and they never fight because their hearts are as one.

　　The little rabbit goes on to be a person of greatness all the time with the bear at her side, he give her strength to do the things that she wants to do without question. There are no more time of depression in their lives no more bad story and no more hard times, they are still at each others side in one hundred years and have lived so long because they are so happy together.



they are beautiful. ^_^

1226-packing stuff

packing stuff a whole day.
mygod,it's been 1 year and a half not clean my collections and stuff.
now it's good to packing all of them.
will back to hubei next week,
it is a big step of my next move.
which was great.get excited! ^_^


a lot,lot of work need to do.
need build my website,a lot of videos need to be cut.
need set up my studio and start to working!
i'm so happy about that!

life is great anyway!


here have some info written in 2007,
why i wanna write my cartoon story-1:
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there was a little rabbit in real life.
she made 2 decisions in january 2007.

one was broken up a 2 year and a half relationship.
the rabbit's bear was tall, heavy, rabbit used to call him bear.
the big bear was far far away from australia.
he came to china for little rabbit 2 years.
they were engaged to each other.
they thought they gonna built a happy life ever after.
they both are excited.

but,
when they started to set up business.
they found much differents between china and overseas.
they had different opinions.
both of them thought they were right.
and won't listen to another.

bear wanted rabbit to follow him without any suggestions.
the little rabbit wants to be a equal way and discuss together.
they wouldn't listen to each other...

they argued, got upset,
they tried, took pressures on both.
they couldn't change their ways.
they did want to find solution.

they looked like a baby pepperbox, wanted things to be done perferctly and quickly.
they got communication and cooperation problems.
they both got so tired.
it's been a long time after.

the rabbit decided not involved in business one day.
she wanted to be independent,have something own.
she went back to her IT area. she is good at it.
bear was so sad about that.
because without rabbit in.
he decided give up the business.

he thought rabbit don't wanna help him because,she don't love him.
the rabbit wanted to help,but she's so tired,out of her strength,
she need more encouragement which bear couldn't give anymore.

they were both give up.

another decision the little rabbit took,is about career.
rabbit worked in a big movie online service provider company.
she made some big process cooperate with china telecom.
make profit for the company, and got a little sucess in her career.
but the company also have much problems in it's management and team work.
which the boss ignored the reports,and leading company to the wrong way.
rabbit also received several job invitations from other big companys.
rabbit decided to quit job,she is not taking another job either.

there were so much questions in life that the little rabbit couldn't figure it out at that time.
she wanted to take a break.
she wanted looking for an answer.
she wanted to think through what just happened,
and what she would like to do on next step.

she pensively thought many days.
still couldn't convinced herself that why?
why people they loved each other,but they are so mad for such little things.
why people could die for someone,but couldn't change who they are?
why people got upset so easy and gave up so quick?
why people complained so much since life was so short?
why people broken everything so easy when they built so hard?

what is the meaning for life?

the little rabbit finally made this two decisions quickly.
she take a break.
this is the people around her couldn't undserstand why she made such decisions.
since people would envy for what she already have.
but she was happy to make her own choice.she listen and follow her heart.

rabbit wanted to learn, to improve,to discovery,
she wanted to find the answer.

there're also so more questions for life,like:
why people stayed the old place even they don't like?
why people afraid to change?
why people wasted their time and not care for life?
why people even not have a dream?

what is their need?
what are they looking for?

there have full of questions in the little rabbit's head.
she's willing to find.

then, rabbit took a plan.
she's planning take 3 years to travel around the world.
to create,record,write what she saw,what she feel,and express in her way.

she plan take 2 years to learn more and improve her skills,prepare for the journey.
she's not going to play or relax, escape or hiding somewhere.
she is going to work herself!

the little rabbit wanted to put them into photos,videos,words.thoughts.emotions...
put all together,into cartoon story for animation.
in the cartoon story,she wish express the world a brave happy funny rabbit,
always willing to move forward and grow in the future.
she set up a really full time schedule,
and start hard trainning day by day...

she exercises,push herself to read, write in english,
she learned advanced business english,
she learned more computer and web design technique skill.
she learned time management and shelf motivation.
she learned movie edit course.
she learned the most complicate software of Maya.
she learned how to drive
she learned how to dress and make-up.
she learned diving and thai massage.
she was so excited to learn new things and explore all...

she have so much passion and best time in animation studio.
and cooperate with the most creative people in china.
she was so happy and wanna put her life experience and learning into writing now.

life suffering sometime,
she want to help!



that is something before start...
to be continued.

1225-cartoon story focus

reply my friend's question from facebook.

my cartoon story focus 3 parts:

1,culture
all of you know our china have over 5,000y histories.
and some of our culture are amazing.
like westen have horoscope,we have animal year.
western have god,we have buddha,
do you ever heard about like "the Eight Diagrams"? Inkstone? "shadowboxing"?

what is the difference between east and west?
what is our special?
what is our best? *-^

the story will discover more... *-^

2,health
our chinese people really good at use food to cure disease.
like "five elements" in traditional Chinese medicine,
we also very good at use point press and acupuncture.

life is short.
actually sometimes people not died from disease.
they died from less knowledge.

and health is such important!
in this quick,fast,busy lifestyle in the world.
many people busy and forget to take care of their health.
once sick,helpless/weakness will be come.

i truely wish my discover in the story will help...

3,love

opps! i'm single! *-^

my cartoon story is about thinking/growing/sharing/and love.
yep,of course,it's funny will make you laugh. *-^

i hope you'll like it one day!



i'm creating day by day.
i must write it in english,
and my english writing was horrible.
that's another part of the reason i push myself to read/write.

i'll appreciate life it is.
and will keeping forward day by day! ^_^

Merry Christmas!

Love echo

1224-christmas eve

with friend from hometown,he's the first time come to guangzhou.
take him look around the centre area,we go to shopping street afternoon.
and have a good time.

can't believe time fly so fast!
10 years past just like yesterday
now he's gonna 24,i'm gonna 34.
and we still keep in touch and being a good friend.
friendship is great!
friend keep us warm and light each other!

i'm going to see the world soon!

1223-decision

people say,what you decide today,
it will influence your next 3 year!

just find january was mother's 60 year birthday.
she's been in hospital 3 times this year.
she's getting old.time fly so fast.
diabetes make her so sick.i have to go back to see her.
spend more time with them.
they are getting old. life hurts sometime.

i made my choice.
i'm going to start working myself.my way.

i would rather talking to stranger in the street.
exchange my skill for free dinner,
than working for the wrong company,
i don't want work for them!
i can borrow money and work for return.
i have to race my time!

i have to start my writing,website,video cut,learning,
a lot of things need to be done before on the way.
i'm not afraid of my future.
i'm going to fight and create.

without money,not means anything,
i will earn back!
i feel people they need help sometimes.
i have to work to help them!

it's been 2 years after,start to clean and packing.
brave girl!

time to move on,and a big step!
life is unknown magic journey,
live strong,be happy,and learn more.

i feel,i'm a pure person. ^_^

1219-time fly

write story about hotspring and moon.
thinking about my destiny.
i'll fight and follow anyway.
waiting for my time!

it is only 1 week when christmas coming.
i need take more action,move more fast!

keep on your focus!
keep on your faith!
even without anyone,concentrate on your own.
move out and be your best!addoil! echo!

1217-keep busy

christmas is coming.
walking in the supermarket,the smell of christmas everywhere.
i love what i cook,i eat all of them!
couldn't be any better! ^_^

still keeping busy.
plan,action,hard working,reading,learning,
i'm not gonna stop,either give up.
i love my life so much,so i have to fight with them.

happiness is simple from the inner peace and i'm happy about that!
i was imagine the story times and times again in my head,
the rabbit,talking,she's alive in my world!
she's such a passionate cutey! activity not like me.
she's more sunshine than my darkness!
i'm happy she's alive in my head!
i'll let her out one day!

1214-shenzhen saturday

Friday,i quit my job in the new company.
even the company have free tennis teaching Tuesday and Thursday, badminton on saturday per week.the boss still leading his way even it's wrong.

i think my ppt report of the company forecast is quite clear.
i don't wanna waste my time.

saturday,friend drive to shenzhen.
we just eat a huge expensive lunch,meet some people,then drive back.
this multimillionaire want me to be his gf and suggest stay night in shenzhen.
well,i'm not that type of person.
he was upset and couldn't understand why i don't accept him.
it just not that easy for me.it normally take a long time.
i tried to know people,while, they don't have patience.

so we still stranger friends.

sunday,stay whole day at home.
do some cleanning,buy food,cook nice soup and meal,
reading whole day,
quite peace/silence sunday without talking to anyone.

actually i'm starting miss my family.
how about brother? did he ok at the moment?
what about parents?
didn't call them yet for a long time.
i know.it's upseting.
i just don't wanna them worried,when they arleady so weak,
i don't wanna them know i'm not ok.

i will be ok anyway.

i'm also think a lot of travel plan.
maybe i should worked in my way,
just go outside to see the world,recording,and creating,
write down what i see,what i was thinking.
it is life adverture and unknown journey.

have another interview on monday.
and have a lot of videos need cut also.
can't believe time flies so fast.
i have 2007 and 2008 conclusion videos need to be produced.
keep rocking! girl!

always be positive!
you are very hard working girl!

1208-terrible monday

first day go to new company.
they are big website in china.
target is exceed alibaba.

actually i did my job well done.
it's nothing about my monday.or workmate.
it is the company rule for every new stuff taking the test job 1 week without salary.
it is incredible,but it is in china!

i've seen a lot,lot of company running the website.
their boss might be very strong and power in other business area,
throw more than ten millions rmb on website,
they have no ideal about the internet and users need,
stubborn and not listen the advise,throw money for nothing.
their website just totally useless.

i've seen a lot!

the design/technique guys so happy i come join the team,and wish i can success persuade the boss,the right way to running the website.
cause i'm the innovator and supervisor.
well...

i don't like their rules.
either persuade the stubborn boss!

anyway,i'll make the ppt for myself tomorrow!
what is the problem of the website right now,
what we need to improve
what is the strategy step and what i can do in the team.

make a straight point to them.

i'm a good girl.^_^
i'm not change myself for money,celebrity,
i'm not depend on anyone either.

job is never a problem for me,
even in this time,the end of the year and stagnant economic environment.
i can get job anyway.

if my funds wouldn't lose too much on stock market,
probably i just sell them and continue my creating,
my passion in the cartoon stories they are over and over in my head,
i can imagine and how eagerly i wanna write them all!

but the realities:
i have to make a living,since i don't depend on anyone else.
money is not everything,but we all need it to live.
get a job,ohh no! not again!
wrong stubborn boss!

well...
there always have big difference between life and dream.
you just have to keep on your faith,and follow listen to your heart.
it leads you to the right way!

good girl!


my new host is a good person.cooking dinner for me.
i think he likes me.
i told him we don't have any posibilities.
i think i am a lucky girl!
just not in the right time.

from metro to the new company,only 2 stations.
everything looks perfert.
what makes me upset about?

he was strange man,maybe alone too much.
so in the dinner,he talking too much.
i just beg him straight give me some slience.
i've heard too much shit and too tired in the daytime.

am i bad?
too straightforward?
people hating to change.
that's who i am.
at least,i'm not pretend to be nice.

i hope i keep more patience in future!

1207-need new computer

have two big website to analyse.lots of work.
when i get some money from job,will buy new computer.

straight to my tomorrow.
keep working girl! day by day! step by step!

1207-freskin dancing video

1207-live strong

Are you afraid to say:
"I LOVE YOU! I WANT YOU!" ?

Yes,i do.
i'm afraid to say.
to be honest
i'm afraid too much...

Are you willing someone say to you:
"I LOVE YOU! I WANT YOU!" ?

yes,i do
i willing someone hug me in the morning,
never leave me when i was crying.

then,
why you not take a move?
there have many choices.

why you keeping backward?
keeping push people away?
why you stay there hidding?
My little creature,don't look the others,
No pretending,i'm talking about you!

Do you think you are safe?
No,you don't.
Your weakness could murder your!



start thinking.

i find people don't like to be weak.or someone else weak.
because they are afraid.

well.



good girl.wake up early in the morning.
have a good shower.
wear my bracelet again.
comfort & encourage my soul.

i will be ok.
live strong.
even without anyone.
i will be fine.

no matter what,i'll defeat my fear!
ourself is the only enemy.


have a lot,lot of work to do.
videos need to be cutting,prepare for new job.
make a living and start everything again.
i will be fine.

1206-prepare saturday

good girl,wake up early and start to work.
clean the bed sheet and a lot,lot of clothes.

prepare for new job.
wondering why make everything so hard.
heart into pieces...

1205-interview

have interview 5pm in haizhu.
get 1 week test job from next monday.

when i back home check the website.
find them just horrible.
the video totally useless can not play at all.

eat dinner with jian.hot pot.
nice in winter.the weather turning really cold now.
i hate the cold feeling in this time. :(

1204-I Love You! I Want You!

packing my stuff.and move to baiyun.
i didn't remember how long time i open myself to someone.
i'm really a good fighter.
fight with my fear.

"all i want is someone telling me,I love you! I want you!"
yes,it is true.
and it hurts.

the simply truth hurt more.
i cried in shiver.

i know my next step,
it's going to see the world.
but my heart wish to stay.
with someone forever.

1203-start working

today,it's my last learning day in animation studio.
finally,finished my two course.

i knew,i have to start working now.
i need write down who i am,what am i doing,why and how.
and i also have to prepare a lot,lot of things.

i'm happy my willings,my enthusiasm strong,more and more.
day by day.

start working soon.
tomorrow will pack my stuff,say good bye to eli.
he's a great host!
i'm so grateful in life.
and i love the world who i am.

1202-if

if,the buddha in front of me,
i'll pray and beg him to help those people,
who was so sad and weakness inside their heart.
help them find a way to survive.

i'll pray.

if,god can hear my voice,
i knew,i'll send my writing to him,
beg him to help me in my stories,
help those people,make them laugh and thinking.

i will work on it anyway.
i'll try my best!

1201-Imagine

imagine,what you plan to do in 5 years?
to me,
i'll work as a team in USA,for my cartoon story. ^_^

then the forth year
i'll working in USA

third year,
i'll go to USA

second year,
i'll have my video and writing works to show people

in one year,
accumulate as much as i can. *-^

everytime when i hear the music,
i was so happy.
the strength of peace inside,give me much power then i thought.


and i knew
i will
move forward straight
day,by day.

i'm not worry about tomorrow.
it will only be much more better.

Silence

i''m happy making new friends.

the power,of love.