Wednesday, November 5, 2008

1106-weakness for fear

the pain from the back brain keep remain 1 week now.
as the aggravating pain by day,was scared.
everythings fine and i'm doing a great job,cut videos,
have watch movie with eli sit on the comfortable couch.
wrong movie,opps.

everythings fine and have to be grateful.
but just start negative weakness for no reason.
cried for lonely.

had enough.

thought we are just human being.
things happen for a reason.
i try to figure it out. but no answer.
have to take more time to discovery.

where is my love?
why i can not find someone can be accomany with?
what is F***ing wrong?
for near 1111.no big deal. i'm preparing.
i knew,i will be ok.

1105-Italian Dinner