1208-terrible monday

first day go to new company.
they are big website in china.
target is exceed alibaba.

actually i did my job well done.
it's nothing about my monday.or workmate.
it is the company rule for every new stuff taking the test job 1 week without salary.
it is incredible,but it is in china!

i've seen a lot,lot of company running the website.
their boss might be very strong and power in other business area,
throw more than ten millions rmb on website,
they have no ideal about the internet and users need,
stubborn and not listen the advise,throw money for nothing.
their website just totally useless.

i've seen a lot!

the design/technique guys so happy i come join the team,and wish i can success persuade the boss,the right way to running the website.
cause i'm the innovator and supervisor.
well...

i don't like their rules.
either persuade the stubborn boss!

anyway,i'll make the ppt for myself tomorrow!
what is the problem of the website right now,
what we need to improve
what is the strategy step and what i can do in the team.

make a straight point to them.

i'm a good girl.^_^
i'm not change myself for money,celebrity,
i'm not depend on anyone either.

job is never a problem for me,
even in this time,the end of the year and stagnant economic environment.
i can get job anyway.

if my funds wouldn't lose too much on stock market,
probably i just sell them and continue my creating,
my passion in the cartoon stories they are over and over in my head,
i can imagine and how eagerly i wanna write them all!

but the realities:
i have to make a living,since i don't depend on anyone else.
money is not everything,but we all need it to live.
get a job,ohh no! not again!
wrong stubborn boss!

well...
there always have big difference between life and dream.
you just have to keep on your faith,and follow listen to your heart.
it leads you to the right way!

good girl!


my new host is a good person.cooking dinner for me.
i think he likes me.
i told him we don't have any posibilities.
i think i am a lucky girl!
just not in the right time.

from metro to the new company,only 2 stations.
everything looks perfert.
what makes me upset about?

he was strange man,maybe alone too much.
so in the dinner,he talking too much.
i just beg him straight give me some slience.
i've heard too much shit and too tired in the daytime.

am i bad?
too straightforward?
people hating to change.
that's who i am.
at least,i'm not pretend to be nice.

i hope i keep more patience in future!