The weather change cold now.
just realize winter is coming.
i'm fine on 9th.
i feel i'm great. :)
even cried with fighting for depression,suspicion,lonely and fear.
still looking for the answer ,of why we supposed to live on earth.
fragrance of flower,music,read,learning help a lot.
start 10 days of meditation test.
i am a good girl!
also brave! ^_^
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
1118-happy on 7th
i'm good!
they say "small keys to big doors"
i'm good! ^_^
have to sleep eariler anyway!
good night to myself!
they say "small keys to big doors"
i'm good! ^_^
have to sleep eariler anyway!
good night to myself!
Monday, November 17, 2008
1117-Chance or Not?
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Saturday, November 15, 2008
1115-4th day
free weekend finally in 1 month.
feel great.
spend a little bit more time with eli. big clean day.
go to supermarket.
next time,just buy what we have.
people strange,they hating change.
well.that's who we are.
the 4th day is successful in positive.
meet fred ma and talk about the travel plan.
maybe egypt,is next destination.
who knows.
email matt.called siam.he's so happy.
sometimes i just wondered,
how can people easily make others so happy or sometimes even cry?
what happened?
it's up to you.
inder finally say bye.
maybe that is a good thing. :)

more rubbish in the universe.
feel great.
spend a little bit more time with eli. big clean day.
go to supermarket.
next time,just buy what we have.
people strange,they hating change.
well.that's who we are.
the 4th day is successful in positive.
meet fred ma and talk about the travel plan.
maybe egypt,is next destination.
who knows.
email matt.called siam.he's so happy.
sometimes i just wondered,
how can people easily make others so happy or sometimes even cry?
what happened?
it's up to you.
inder finally say bye.
maybe that is a good thing. :)

more rubbish in the universe.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
1113-Lost tickets
don't know it is good ,or bad.
after finish dinner with firoa and fred ma,
airasia already run out guangzhou/shenzhen tickets.
supposed book tickets already,just rushed out for dinner not finish credit pay yet.
k
life is a gamble.
you never know what is next,
just keep go on,accpet wonders,and be happy. *-^
i'm happy my positive test in second day.
i'm a good girl.i love my life.
and i do encourage the people around me.
i am damn good and naughty.lol! *-^
after finish dinner with firoa and fred ma,
airasia already run out guangzhou/shenzhen tickets.
supposed book tickets already,just rushed out for dinner not finish credit pay yet.
k
life is a gamble.
you never know what is next,
just keep go on,accpet wonders,and be happy. *-^
i'm happy my positive test in second day.
i'm a good girl.i love my life.
and i do encourage the people around me.
i am damn good and naughty.lol! *-^
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
1112-maintain your power
If, all the difficulties suddenly appear in front of you,
would you give up ,ignore them, or back off?
To me?
---------------------No---------------------Way!!!
Right!
Every problem is a chance.
Always Be Positive! find solution,and running on your way!

today can't find right computer to cut my videos.
most of machine locked usb.student computer running terrible in premiere.
but they not allowed to use teacher's machine anymore.
well.
where we supposed to cut videos?
when we are exactly in a movie cut course?
how can we practise?
doesn't matter now.
people stupid sometime.
just have to find another solution.
wanna create more than anything!
i can feel my passion ,the power of enthusiasm for create,
is accumulate running faster than ever!
nothing,nobody, can stop me now!
get out of my way!
would you give up ,ignore them, or back off?
To me?
---------------------No---------------------Way!!!
Right!
Every problem is a chance.
Always Be Positive! find solution,and running on your way!

today can't find right computer to cut my videos.
most of machine locked usb.student computer running terrible in premiere.
but they not allowed to use teacher's machine anymore.
well.
where we supposed to cut videos?
when we are exactly in a movie cut course?
how can we practise?
doesn't matter now.
people stupid sometime.
just have to find another solution.
wanna create more than anything!
i can feel my passion ,the power of enthusiasm for create,
is accumulate running faster than ever!
nothing,nobody, can stop me now!
get out of my way!
1111-had enough

he looks great! done a amazing job in marathon!
i shouldn't let him down.
had enough today.
for some stupid reason.and i treat people badly.
it become a bad circle.i just realized,that people actually can effect another person.
you wanna positive,you have to close keep in touch with positive person.
bad rude stupid people just can easily drive you mad.
calm down!
think probably! take a deep breath! you can work out!
buy flower today.
happy have the perfect smell in the room.
Monday, November 10, 2008
1110-An Inconvenience Truth
1109-Walking Around The Earth
watched all the video from fred ma.
thinking about his plan about walking around the earth.
thinking about his plan about walking around the earth.
Saturday, November 8, 2008
1108-sunny day in hot spring
Friday, November 7, 2008
1107-Music list
RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Dido-I'm no angel
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Dido-Thank you
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Britney Spears-Piece of me
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Leona Lewis - Better In Time
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
ROXETTE - IT MUST HAVE BEEN LOVE
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Age Of Echoes-The Final Tide
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
M2M-Love left for me
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Nirvana - Oh Me
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Michael Bublé - Home
WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Bandari- EI CONDOR PASA
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
Timo toikki - Are You The One
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Blue-Walk away
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Aon Kevlin- Ruk Ter Mai Mee Wun Yhood
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Dido - White Flag
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Rosas - La Oreja De Van Gogh
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
PM Dawn-Set adrift on a memory bliss
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Eagles - Love will keep us alive
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Chihiro Onitsuka - Beautiful Fighter
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Jordy-ma petit soeur
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Sum 41- Pieces
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Nickelback-If Everyone Cared
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Shania Twain - I'm Gonna Getcha Good
they say,music touch our soul.
it's true. :)
Youtube Rocks!
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Dido-I'm no angel
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Dido-Thank you
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Britney Spears-Piece of me
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Leona Lewis - Better In Time
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
ROXETTE - IT MUST HAVE BEEN LOVE
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Age Of Echoes-The Final Tide
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
M2M-Love left for me
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Nirvana - Oh Me
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Michael Bublé - Home
WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Bandari- EI CONDOR PASA
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
Timo toikki - Are You The One
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Blue-Walk away
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Aon Kevlin- Ruk Ter Mai Mee Wun Yhood
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Dido - White Flag
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Rosas - La Oreja De Van Gogh
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
PM Dawn-Set adrift on a memory bliss
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Eagles - Love will keep us alive
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Chihiro Onitsuka - Beautiful Fighter
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Jordy-ma petit soeur
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Sum 41- Pieces
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Nickelback-If Everyone Cared
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Shania Twain - I'm Gonna Getcha Good
they say,music touch our soul.
it's true. :)
Youtube Rocks!
1107-40 spontaneous questions
40 of the MOST spontaneous questions ever, BE HONEST
1. Where were you 2 hours ago?
eat dinner,have a nice shower.
2. What do you think of your last kiss?
poor my boy
3. Do you kiss a lot of people?
yes,online. :p
4. Are you wearing socks right now?
No
5. When was the last time you went out of state?
Sep.2008
6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
No
7. What was the last thing you had to drink?
yoghourt.
8. What are you wearing right now?
Brown T-Shirt
9. What was your last purchase?
ice cream
10. Last food you ate?
cauliflower chicken rice.
11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
friend from kl
12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
No.
13. Do you have a pet?
no
have hamster,fish,tortoise before.
14. What did you do last night?
feel bad,stay home
15. Are you a vampire?
no way
16. If you could be anywhere you want where would it be?
California, Gold Coast, Tibet
17. What is the last thing you purchased online?
dating service
18. One thing you hate about yourself?
lazy
19. What's your favorite soup?
Corn soup
20. Do you miss anyone?
yes
21. Last movie you saw?
Lightspeed
22. What are your plans for the day?
go home,pick up swim cloth for tomorrow
23. Did you have fun today?
nothing
24. Who is your last text message from?
someone who likes me.
25. Were you an honor roll student in school?
just normal
26. What do you know about the future?
Yesterday is history,
Tomorrow is a mystery
Today is a gift: that’s why we call it ‘The Present’.
27. Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
blind date.
29. Do you have a tan?
not much
30. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
38
31. Did you meet anyone new today?
no
32. Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
ear hole
33. How do you like your soda?
no interested
34. Do you like hot sauce?
not really
35. What are you doing tomorrow?
go to hot spring resort with cs friends
36. What day is tomorrow?
Saturday,Nov.8,2008
37. What is your current mood?
peaceful quite
38. Do you like someone?
yes.
39. Do you have hands?
use now.:p
40. Why?
make dream come true. ^_^
Good night!
1. Where were you 2 hours ago?
eat dinner,have a nice shower.
2. What do you think of your last kiss?
poor my boy
3. Do you kiss a lot of people?
yes,online. :p
4. Are you wearing socks right now?
No
5. When was the last time you went out of state?
Sep.2008
6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
No
7. What was the last thing you had to drink?
yoghourt.
8. What are you wearing right now?
Brown T-Shirt
9. What was your last purchase?
ice cream
10. Last food you ate?
cauliflower chicken rice.
11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
friend from kl
12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
No.
13. Do you have a pet?
no
have hamster,fish,tortoise before.
14. What did you do last night?
feel bad,stay home
15. Are you a vampire?
no way
16. If you could be anywhere you want where would it be?
California, Gold Coast, Tibet
17. What is the last thing you purchased online?
dating service
18. One thing you hate about yourself?
lazy
19. What's your favorite soup?
Corn soup
20. Do you miss anyone?
yes
21. Last movie you saw?
Lightspeed
22. What are your plans for the day?
go home,pick up swim cloth for tomorrow
23. Did you have fun today?
nothing
24. Who is your last text message from?
someone who likes me.
25. Were you an honor roll student in school?
just normal
26. What do you know about the future?
Yesterday is history,
Tomorrow is a mystery
Today is a gift: that’s why we call it ‘The Present’.
27. Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
blind date.
29. Do you have a tan?
not much
30. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
38
31. Did you meet anyone new today?
no
32. Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
ear hole
33. How do you like your soda?
no interested
34. Do you like hot sauce?
not really
35. What are you doing tomorrow?
go to hot spring resort with cs friends
36. What day is tomorrow?
Saturday,Nov.8,2008
37. What is your current mood?
peaceful quite
38. Do you like someone?
yes.
39. Do you have hands?
use now.:p
40. Why?
make dream come true. ^_^
Good night!
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
1106-weakness for fear
the pain from the back brain keep remain 1 week now.
as the aggravating pain by day,was scared.
everythings fine and i'm doing a great job,cut videos,
have watch movie with eli sit on the comfortable couch.
wrong movie,opps.
everythings fine and have to be grateful.
but just start negative weakness for no reason.
cried for lonely.
had enough.
thought we are just human being.
things happen for a reason.
i try to figure it out. but no answer.
have to take more time to discovery.
where is my love?
why i can not find someone can be accomany with?
what is F***ing wrong?
for near 1111.no big deal. i'm preparing.
i knew,i will be ok.
as the aggravating pain by day,was scared.
everythings fine and i'm doing a great job,cut videos,
have watch movie with eli sit on the comfortable couch.
wrong movie,opps.
everythings fine and have to be grateful.
but just start negative weakness for no reason.
cried for lonely.
had enough.
thought we are just human being.
things happen for a reason.
i try to figure it out. but no answer.
have to take more time to discovery.
where is my love?
why i can not find someone can be accomany with?
what is F***ing wrong?
for near 1111.no big deal. i'm preparing.
i knew,i will be ok.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Monday, November 3, 2008
1104-new day
a new day start!!! *-^
i'm happy in my life!
i'll try every strength to my target!
i love this world!
i'm happy in my life!
i'll try every strength to my target!
i love this world!
1103-excellent good!
i'm damn good! *-^
take a 10 days challenge for positive.
now is 3rd.
damn good damn good! hold on! keeping like this!
^_^
take a 10 days challenge for positive.
now is 3rd.
damn good damn good! hold on! keeping like this!
^_^
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Thursday, October 30, 2008
1030-conference on yahoo
halloween eve.
buy bandari for pietro's birthday.
inder not even show up.
hope his high fever get better now.
we both know,we are not suit for each other.
wonder why people so hard to find someone can get alone with...
last week meet 5 person.
none of them have feelings.
funny 2 of them got married. and still come to see me?
kidding?
but this is the reality.shit for that!
there have over 30 people responded my date and wanna to see me.
what-------is----------the----------hell?
there have winks and message every day from the website.
lazy.
tonight. we have conference chat on yahoo.
good i like them.
told lim help me to call kl friend.
see bimo's video on youtube.get to know some friends overseas.
i guess.
that's who we are.
we are singles. not big deal.
today start my animation learning part.
still wait for the camera.
i knew all those i have to pass through.
it has something!
i will work on it. even it is hard. difficult.no matter what.
i do what i like to do.i will keep move forward.
winter is coming.
i'll keep my heart positive warm!
buy bandari for pietro's birthday.
inder not even show up.
hope his high fever get better now.
we both know,we are not suit for each other.
wonder why people so hard to find someone can get alone with...
last week meet 5 person.
none of them have feelings.
funny 2 of them got married. and still come to see me?
kidding?
but this is the reality.shit for that!
there have over 30 people responded my date and wanna to see me.
what-------is----------the----------hell?
there have winks and message every day from the website.
lazy.
tonight. we have conference chat on yahoo.
good i like them.
told lim help me to call kl friend.
see bimo's video on youtube.get to know some friends overseas.
i guess.
that's who we are.
we are singles. not big deal.
today start my animation learning part.
still wait for the camera.
i knew all those i have to pass through.
it has something!
i will work on it. even it is hard. difficult.no matter what.
i do what i like to do.i will keep move forward.
winter is coming.
i'll keep my heart positive warm!
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