Sunday, December 7, 2008
Saturday, December 6, 2008
1207-live strong
Are you afraid to say:
"I LOVE YOU! I WANT YOU!" ?
Yes,i do.
i'm afraid to say.
to be honest
i'm afraid too much...
Are you willing someone say to you:
"I LOVE YOU! I WANT YOU!" ?
yes,i do
i willing someone hug me in the morning,
never leave me when i was crying.
then,
why you not take a move?
there have many choices.
why you keeping backward?
keeping push people away?
why you stay there hidding?
My little creature,don't look the others,
No pretending,i'm talking about you!
Do you think you are safe?
No,you don't.
Your weakness could murder your!

start thinking.
i find people don't like to be weak.or someone else weak.
because they are afraid.
well.

good girl.wake up early in the morning.
have a good shower.
wear my bracelet again.
comfort & encourage my soul.
i will be ok.
live strong.
even without anyone.
i will be fine.
no matter what,i'll defeat my fear!
ourself is the only enemy.
have a lot,lot of work to do.
videos need to be cutting,prepare for new job.
make a living and start everything again.
i will be fine.
"I LOVE YOU! I WANT YOU!" ?
Yes,i do.
i'm afraid to say.
to be honest
i'm afraid too much...
Are you willing someone say to you:
"I LOVE YOU! I WANT YOU!" ?
yes,i do
i willing someone hug me in the morning,
never leave me when i was crying.
then,
why you not take a move?
there have many choices.
why you keeping backward?
keeping push people away?
why you stay there hidding?
My little creature,don't look the others,
No pretending,i'm talking about you!
Do you think you are safe?
No,you don't.
Your weakness could murder your!
start thinking.
i find people don't like to be weak.or someone else weak.
because they are afraid.
well.

good girl.wake up early in the morning.
have a good shower.
wear my bracelet again.
comfort & encourage my soul.
i will be ok.
live strong.
even without anyone.
i will be fine.
no matter what,i'll defeat my fear!
ourself is the only enemy.
have a lot,lot of work to do.
videos need to be cutting,prepare for new job.
make a living and start everything again.
i will be fine.
1206-prepare saturday
good girl,wake up early and start to work.
clean the bed sheet and a lot,lot of clothes.
prepare for new job.
wondering why make everything so hard.
heart into pieces...
clean the bed sheet and a lot,lot of clothes.
prepare for new job.
wondering why make everything so hard.
heart into pieces...
1205-interview
have interview 5pm in haizhu.
get 1 week test job from next monday.
when i back home check the website.
find them just horrible.
the video totally useless can not play at all.
eat dinner with jian.hot pot.
nice in winter.the weather turning really cold now.
i hate the cold feeling in this time. :(
get 1 week test job from next monday.
when i back home check the website.
find them just horrible.
the video totally useless can not play at all.
eat dinner with jian.hot pot.
nice in winter.the weather turning really cold now.
i hate the cold feeling in this time. :(
1204-I Love You! I Want You!
packing my stuff.and move to baiyun.
i didn't remember how long time i open myself to someone.
i'm really a good fighter.
fight with my fear.
"all i want is someone telling me,I love you! I want you!"
yes,it is true.
and it hurts.
the simply truth hurt more.
i cried in shiver.
i know my next step,
it's going to see the world.
but my heart wish to stay.
with someone forever.
i didn't remember how long time i open myself to someone.
i'm really a good fighter.
fight with my fear.
"all i want is someone telling me,I love you! I want you!"
yes,it is true.
and it hurts.
the simply truth hurt more.
i cried in shiver.
i know my next step,
it's going to see the world.
but my heart wish to stay.
with someone forever.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
1203-start working
today,it's my last learning day in animation studio.
finally,finished my two course.
i knew,i have to start working now.
i need write down who i am,what am i doing,why and how.
and i also have to prepare a lot,lot of things.
i'm happy my willings,my enthusiasm strong,more and more.
day by day.
start working soon.
tomorrow will pack my stuff,say good bye to eli.
he's a great host!
i'm so grateful in life.
and i love the world who i am.
finally,finished my two course.
i knew,i have to start working now.
i need write down who i am,what am i doing,why and how.
and i also have to prepare a lot,lot of things.
i'm happy my willings,my enthusiasm strong,more and more.
day by day.
start working soon.
tomorrow will pack my stuff,say good bye to eli.
he's a great host!
i'm so grateful in life.
and i love the world who i am.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
1202-if
if,the buddha in front of me,
i'll pray and beg him to help those people,
who was so sad and weakness inside their heart.
help them find a way to survive.
i'll pray.
if,god can hear my voice,
i knew,i'll send my writing to him,
beg him to help me in my stories,
help those people,make them laugh and thinking.
i will work on it anyway.
i'll try my best!
i'll pray and beg him to help those people,
who was so sad and weakness inside their heart.
help them find a way to survive.
i'll pray.
if,god can hear my voice,
i knew,i'll send my writing to him,
beg him to help me in my stories,
help those people,make them laugh and thinking.
i will work on it anyway.
i'll try my best!
Monday, December 1, 2008
1201-Imagine
imagine,what you plan to do in 5 years?
to me,
i'll work as a team in USA,for my cartoon story. ^_^
then the forth year
i'll working in USA
third year,
i'll go to USA
second year,
i'll have my video and writing works to show people
in one year,
accumulate as much as i can. *-^
everytime when i hear the music,
i was so happy.
the strength of peace inside,give me much power then i thought.
and i knew
i will
move forward straight
day,by day.
i'm not worry about tomorrow.
it will only be much more better.
Silence
i''m happy making new friends.
the power,of love.
to me,
i'll work as a team in USA,for my cartoon story. ^_^
then the forth year
i'll working in USA
third year,
i'll go to USA
second year,
i'll have my video and writing works to show people
in one year,
accumulate as much as i can. *-^
everytime when i hear the music,
i was so happy.
the strength of peace inside,give me much power then i thought.
and i knew
i will
move forward straight
day,by day.
i'm not worry about tomorrow.
it will only be much more better.
Silence
i''m happy making new friends.
the power,of love.
Friday, November 28, 2008
1127-painful
life can be painful sometime,especially alone.
sad about news in mumbai.
people crazy ,weak,desperate.blind.
i cried for my baby,drinking,smoking,empty
i hate i can not protect him,
i hate i let him stupid.
life for what?
i will be ok!
sad about news in mumbai.
people crazy ,weak,desperate.blind.
i cried for my baby,drinking,smoking,empty
i hate i can not protect him,
i hate i let him stupid.
life for what?
i will be ok!

Wednesday, November 26, 2008
1126-crying dolphin

sadly bear staring at me

holding my dolphin necklace on my heart,couldn't help my tears...
tomorrow go to see M,borrow the company stamp.
have years not see him.
trying return him all the jewellery,i don't need anyway.
but just can't find my ring,which was make me mad.
i must be the last dinosaur in the world,
jewellery,diamond,sapphire,opal,gold,no interested,
the dolphin necklace and opal necklace i not even wear them once,
just see the dolphin today,noticed they are originally two across together.
cried suddenly,and maybe,i need keep it.
a ring forgetter.k!
1126-Chemistry Test
Your Chemistry Test Results
Self-Confidence
As someone with high self-confidence, you feel quite comfortable interacting with other people. Indeed, you find the company of others very stimulating and enjoy meeting new people. Your relaxed demeanor in groups makes people around you comfortable too. Perhaps because you feel comfortable talking about yourself, others tend to enjoy being around you and perceive you as socially competent.
The confidence that helps you feel comfortable talking to people also spills into your own personal beliefs about yourself. Although you have several strengths, it’s likely that you also acknowledge and accept your weaknesses. But unlike some people, you take full responsibility for your actions—you rarely regret things you’ve done in the past and are not embarrassed easily.
Perhaps the defining feature that sets you apart from most people is the exceptionally high standards that you set for yourself. Your competence in social gatherings as well as at work should provide ample evidence for this. With these characteristics, it’s very likely that people come to you for advice and generally think of you as someone with leader-like qualities.
Family Orientation
As someone who is oriented to familial matters, you value the company of family-members and domestic life. If you have children already, you enjoy spending time with them very much and work hard to be a good parent. If you don’t have children, you very much desire having children in the future. And your preference for cooking and entertaining guests at home will likely ease the transition into parenthood.
You take pride in maintaining and cultivating a healthy family and work hard to achieve this. This natural tendency is easily illustrated by your preference for doing things around the house as opposed to going out to clubs and restaurants.
What really sets you apart from people that are low in family orientation is that you know how to manage your frustrations and work well on your own. This means that you are well-equipped to manage a family without letting all the work that is involved wear you down. However, as someone with strong family values, all the work that is involved in maintaining a tidy home and well-stocked kitchen might occasionally make it difficult for you to finish everything that you need to do.
Self-Control
The self-control personality dimension captures the way in which a person regulates and directs him or herself. Being low in self-control can be both good and bad. Occasionally people may be compelled to follow their intuitions and give in to their temptations, and your degree of self-control makes this likely to happen more often than not. This can be good in circumstances where being relaxed and open are important. However, in situations where it is necessary to be focused and careful, you might find that you do or say things that may be inappropriate.
As someone who exerts little control over your actions, you may find that you commit social blunders that might offend other people and get yourself in trouble. For example, if you’re given responsibility to work on a project that requires close attention to detail, you may be likely to overlook important details because you have difficulty staying focused. Consequently, you might feel more comfortable delegating such tasks to other people who are more detail oriented. Being able to recognize such characteristics in yourself and having more detail-oriented people do such tasks could be an effective way to manage your own stress level.
Low self-control may diminish your effectiveness at work. Acting too relaxed can make it difficult for you to focus on projects that require organized sequences of steps or stages. Thus, your ability to accomplish may be inconsistent. Indeed, it’s possible that you might be criticized periodically for being unreliable or unable to “stay within the lines.” Nonetheless, you may still experience many short-lived pleasures and never be thought of as boring.
Openness
As someone moderate in openness, you have an appreciation for art and nature, but are also down to earth and realistic. On the one hand, it’s likely that you are fond of music and art, and on the other hand, enjoy and appreciate things that have a clear point and some sort of practical utility. Additionally, you have a certain degree of awareness of your own emotions; that is, you tend to notice when you’re feeling a particular way and take those feelings into account when making decisions.
You tend to think in both abstract ways—in terms of metaphors—and logically. Therefore, in your work and free time, you enjoy activities that get your “creative juices” flowing, but are also able to keep your mind on the primary objective of the task at hand.
Your tendency to be both open-minded, yet realistic is generally quite advantageous. For instance, when there are no clear rules about how to approach a particular problem, your openness makes it easy for you to identify new ways to solve problems that might not be very obvious to people that are not as open as you are. However, because you are also realistic-minded, you are able follow-rules quite easily. This combination makes it easy for you to excel in your work because you are able to “think outside the box” while still being able to keep your eyes on “the big picture.”
Easygoingness
Easygoingness refers to one's ability to relax. Based on your score, you appear to “take things as they come” and enjoy having a good time. However, being high in easygoingness also has the potential to produce stress in a number of ways. For example, you may find it difficult to complete tasks thoroughly and efficiently. In this way, being high in easygoingness cannot only make your life difficult, but also the lives of the people around you. Another potential problem with being too high in easygoingness is that it can provide you with gratification in the short-term, but in the long-term provide undesirable consequences.
High easygoingness, even when not seriously destructive, may also diminish your effectiveness at work, for example. You may find it aversive and difficult to put in all the effort that may sometimes be needed to effectively accomplish certain tasks. For this reason, your colleagues might view you as forgetful and unfocused.
How does your personality affect your love life?
With your strong degree of self-confidence, it’s no surprise that you get along well with most people. Indeed, it’s self-confidence that allows people to feel comfortable interacting with others without feeling insecure and vulnerable. For this reason, you shouldn’t have much difficulty in romance, at least not initially. Your social skills will likely help relieve any anxiety your romantic partners might have on those first few dates. However, over time, the high standards that you have for yourself could potentially frustrate your partner.
Given how much you value family life, you probably get along best with people who share your values and beliefs. In fact, it’s likely that you maintain close connections with members of your immediate and distant family. For this reason, you would probably be most satisfied in a romantic relationship with someone who also values domestic life. Being in a relationship with someone who enjoys going out to parties and staying-up late at night might be fun, at least initially; yet it’s likely that you will find this tiring over time. Thus, it might be easier and more satisfying for you to develop a long-lasting relationship with a person who also enjoys spending time at home and desires starting a family. On first dates, perhaps you might suggest to your partner that the two of you spend a quiet night having dinner at one of your respective homes instead of going out to a restaurant or club.
As someone who is more relaxed than most people, you’re probably attracted to most people. However, your free-spirited nature might make being in a relationship with a person that is more rigid than you difficult because you might perceive the person as being too uptight and controlling. For this reason, you may ultimately be most satisfied in a relationship with someone that is shares your level of self-control.
Your openness probably makes it easy for you to respect and appreciate people that are different from you. However, you may become frustrated with people that are too unconventional or traditional. Therefore, you may be happiest in serious relationships with people that share both your open-mindedness and realistic nature.
Self-Confidence
As someone with high self-confidence, you feel quite comfortable interacting with other people. Indeed, you find the company of others very stimulating and enjoy meeting new people. Your relaxed demeanor in groups makes people around you comfortable too. Perhaps because you feel comfortable talking about yourself, others tend to enjoy being around you and perceive you as socially competent.
The confidence that helps you feel comfortable talking to people also spills into your own personal beliefs about yourself. Although you have several strengths, it’s likely that you also acknowledge and accept your weaknesses. But unlike some people, you take full responsibility for your actions—you rarely regret things you’ve done in the past and are not embarrassed easily.
Perhaps the defining feature that sets you apart from most people is the exceptionally high standards that you set for yourself. Your competence in social gatherings as well as at work should provide ample evidence for this. With these characteristics, it’s very likely that people come to you for advice and generally think of you as someone with leader-like qualities.
Family Orientation
As someone who is oriented to familial matters, you value the company of family-members and domestic life. If you have children already, you enjoy spending time with them very much and work hard to be a good parent. If you don’t have children, you very much desire having children in the future. And your preference for cooking and entertaining guests at home will likely ease the transition into parenthood.
You take pride in maintaining and cultivating a healthy family and work hard to achieve this. This natural tendency is easily illustrated by your preference for doing things around the house as opposed to going out to clubs and restaurants.
What really sets you apart from people that are low in family orientation is that you know how to manage your frustrations and work well on your own. This means that you are well-equipped to manage a family without letting all the work that is involved wear you down. However, as someone with strong family values, all the work that is involved in maintaining a tidy home and well-stocked kitchen might occasionally make it difficult for you to finish everything that you need to do.
Self-Control
The self-control personality dimension captures the way in which a person regulates and directs him or herself. Being low in self-control can be both good and bad. Occasionally people may be compelled to follow their intuitions and give in to their temptations, and your degree of self-control makes this likely to happen more often than not. This can be good in circumstances where being relaxed and open are important. However, in situations where it is necessary to be focused and careful, you might find that you do or say things that may be inappropriate.
As someone who exerts little control over your actions, you may find that you commit social blunders that might offend other people and get yourself in trouble. For example, if you’re given responsibility to work on a project that requires close attention to detail, you may be likely to overlook important details because you have difficulty staying focused. Consequently, you might feel more comfortable delegating such tasks to other people who are more detail oriented. Being able to recognize such characteristics in yourself and having more detail-oriented people do such tasks could be an effective way to manage your own stress level.
Low self-control may diminish your effectiveness at work. Acting too relaxed can make it difficult for you to focus on projects that require organized sequences of steps or stages. Thus, your ability to accomplish may be inconsistent. Indeed, it’s possible that you might be criticized periodically for being unreliable or unable to “stay within the lines.” Nonetheless, you may still experience many short-lived pleasures and never be thought of as boring.
Openness
As someone moderate in openness, you have an appreciation for art and nature, but are also down to earth and realistic. On the one hand, it’s likely that you are fond of music and art, and on the other hand, enjoy and appreciate things that have a clear point and some sort of practical utility. Additionally, you have a certain degree of awareness of your own emotions; that is, you tend to notice when you’re feeling a particular way and take those feelings into account when making decisions.
You tend to think in both abstract ways—in terms of metaphors—and logically. Therefore, in your work and free time, you enjoy activities that get your “creative juices” flowing, but are also able to keep your mind on the primary objective of the task at hand.
Your tendency to be both open-minded, yet realistic is generally quite advantageous. For instance, when there are no clear rules about how to approach a particular problem, your openness makes it easy for you to identify new ways to solve problems that might not be very obvious to people that are not as open as you are. However, because you are also realistic-minded, you are able follow-rules quite easily. This combination makes it easy for you to excel in your work because you are able to “think outside the box” while still being able to keep your eyes on “the big picture.”
Easygoingness
Easygoingness refers to one's ability to relax. Based on your score, you appear to “take things as they come” and enjoy having a good time. However, being high in easygoingness also has the potential to produce stress in a number of ways. For example, you may find it difficult to complete tasks thoroughly and efficiently. In this way, being high in easygoingness cannot only make your life difficult, but also the lives of the people around you. Another potential problem with being too high in easygoingness is that it can provide you with gratification in the short-term, but in the long-term provide undesirable consequences.
High easygoingness, even when not seriously destructive, may also diminish your effectiveness at work, for example. You may find it aversive and difficult to put in all the effort that may sometimes be needed to effectively accomplish certain tasks. For this reason, your colleagues might view you as forgetful and unfocused.
How does your personality affect your love life?
With your strong degree of self-confidence, it’s no surprise that you get along well with most people. Indeed, it’s self-confidence that allows people to feel comfortable interacting with others without feeling insecure and vulnerable. For this reason, you shouldn’t have much difficulty in romance, at least not initially. Your social skills will likely help relieve any anxiety your romantic partners might have on those first few dates. However, over time, the high standards that you have for yourself could potentially frustrate your partner.
Given how much you value family life, you probably get along best with people who share your values and beliefs. In fact, it’s likely that you maintain close connections with members of your immediate and distant family. For this reason, you would probably be most satisfied in a romantic relationship with someone who also values domestic life. Being in a relationship with someone who enjoys going out to parties and staying-up late at night might be fun, at least initially; yet it’s likely that you will find this tiring over time. Thus, it might be easier and more satisfying for you to develop a long-lasting relationship with a person who also enjoys spending time at home and desires starting a family. On first dates, perhaps you might suggest to your partner that the two of you spend a quiet night having dinner at one of your respective homes instead of going out to a restaurant or club.
As someone who is more relaxed than most people, you’re probably attracted to most people. However, your free-spirited nature might make being in a relationship with a person that is more rigid than you difficult because you might perceive the person as being too uptight and controlling. For this reason, you may ultimately be most satisfied in a relationship with someone that is shares your level of self-control.
Your openness probably makes it easy for you to respect and appreciate people that are different from you. However, you may become frustrated with people that are too unconventional or traditional. Therefore, you may be happiest in serious relationships with people that share both your open-mindedness and realistic nature.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
1125-time so fast
so fast fast fast!
nearly the end of 2008 now.
winter is winter!
discuss the cartoon story with pietro. ^_^
nearly the end of 2008 now.
winter is winter!
discuss the cartoon story with pietro. ^_^
Sunday, November 23, 2008
1123-next step
i believe there have fate.
it is fate call me.to help me make my decision.
and follow.
i knew what is my next step now.
open to see the world...
the "Magic Journey" just begin.
i can feel,my heart,,, my passion,,,
there always have possibilities.
just keep going,thinking through.be your best.make things easy.
and make this world more better than ever!
good girl.sleep then!
tomorrow will be a new day!
it is fate call me.to help me make my decision.
and follow.
i knew what is my next step now.
open to see the world...
the "Magic Journey" just begin.
i can feel,my heart,,, my passion,,,
there always have possibilities.
just keep going,thinking through.be your best.make things easy.
and make this world more better than ever!
good girl.sleep then!
tomorrow will be a new day!
Saturday, November 22, 2008
1122-keep thinking
i'm good in 10 days positive test.
look back all the nagetive things in the past 10 days.
bad in time management,late for class.late for appointment,,,
sad for heart broken,
health concern and the other unexpected things.
i change them to be a positive way.
they said,problem is a chance.
a chance let us realize we have to keep find solution.
to remind us we are not good enough yet.
push us to be more better then ever.
now i realize i should more concern my time in control.
my health also.
watched learning point dvd.
find my point on crus to mitigate my stomach problems.
well.
hate the failure feelings about relationship.
he's a baby.
i'm too weak to protect him.
i have to let him go. which cause another heart broken.
i have to accumulate my patience again.
good things,the pain from brain lenitively disappear.
thank god!
i was keep thinking a lot of things of life.and people.
why and how.
i feel happy that i listen to my heart most of the time.
to do as far as i know,the right choice which i should make.
and i realize that people can be strong in spirit ,only when they trying to.
in meditation,i find peace,
i find way to kick fear out of my mind.
i'm not perfert,but god make each of us unique,that must have been some reason.
i'm happy who i am.
i was thinking about fake marriage the other day,
from someone's proposal.
yes i knew,
i no need make things so hard,
if i want,
if i like,
i can use much easier quick way to get what i want,anyway.
i can marry a rich man,so i no need work,
i can marry a american to get green card in short time,
i can go to travel,or anything else.
but, so what?
i can be very famous,in easy way,
so what?
i made my choice and i say no.
i should proud of myself being indepedent and struggling with my life.
i'm damn good!
have to make more schedule now.
i will keep try the positive test until death.
i will keep fight with the deepest fear,
and i knew,i will kick them good in ass!
keep rocking! i'm great!
look back all the nagetive things in the past 10 days.
bad in time management,late for class.late for appointment,,,
sad for heart broken,
health concern and the other unexpected things.
i change them to be a positive way.
they said,problem is a chance.
a chance let us realize we have to keep find solution.
to remind us we are not good enough yet.
push us to be more better then ever.
now i realize i should more concern my time in control.
my health also.
watched learning point dvd.
find my point on crus to mitigate my stomach problems.
well.
hate the failure feelings about relationship.
he's a baby.
i'm too weak to protect him.
i have to let him go. which cause another heart broken.
i have to accumulate my patience again.
good things,the pain from brain lenitively disappear.
thank god!
i was keep thinking a lot of things of life.and people.
why and how.
i feel happy that i listen to my heart most of the time.
to do as far as i know,the right choice which i should make.
and i realize that people can be strong in spirit ,only when they trying to.
in meditation,i find peace,
i find way to kick fear out of my mind.
i'm not perfert,but god make each of us unique,that must have been some reason.
i'm happy who i am.
i was thinking about fake marriage the other day,
from someone's proposal.
yes i knew,
i no need make things so hard,
if i want,
if i like,
i can use much easier quick way to get what i want,anyway.
i can marry a rich man,so i no need work,
i can marry a american to get green card in short time,
i can go to travel,or anything else.
but, so what?
i can be very famous,in easy way,
so what?
i made my choice and i say no.
i should proud of myself being indepedent and struggling with my life.
i'm damn good!
have to make more schedule now.
i will keep try the positive test until death.
i will keep fight with the deepest fear,
and i knew,i will kick them good in ass!
keep rocking! i'm great!
Thursday, November 20, 2008
1120-fight on 9th
The weather change cold now.
just realize winter is coming.
i'm fine on 9th.
i feel i'm great. :)
even cried with fighting for depression,suspicion,lonely and fear.
still looking for the answer ,of why we supposed to live on earth.
fragrance of flower,music,read,learning help a lot.
start 10 days of meditation test.
i am a good girl!
also brave! ^_^
just realize winter is coming.
i'm fine on 9th.
i feel i'm great. :)
even cried with fighting for depression,suspicion,lonely and fear.
still looking for the answer ,of why we supposed to live on earth.
fragrance of flower,music,read,learning help a lot.
start 10 days of meditation test.
i am a good girl!
also brave! ^_^
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
1118-happy on 7th
i'm good!
they say "small keys to big doors"
i'm good! ^_^
have to sleep eariler anyway!
good night to myself!
they say "small keys to big doors"
i'm good! ^_^
have to sleep eariler anyway!
good night to myself!
Monday, November 17, 2008
1117-Chance or Not?
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Saturday, November 15, 2008
1115-4th day
free weekend finally in 1 month.
feel great.
spend a little bit more time with eli. big clean day.
go to supermarket.
next time,just buy what we have.
people strange,they hating change.
well.that's who we are.
the 4th day is successful in positive.
meet fred ma and talk about the travel plan.
maybe egypt,is next destination.
who knows.
email matt.called siam.he's so happy.
sometimes i just wondered,
how can people easily make others so happy or sometimes even cry?
what happened?
it's up to you.
inder finally say bye.
maybe that is a good thing. :)

more rubbish in the universe.
feel great.
spend a little bit more time with eli. big clean day.
go to supermarket.
next time,just buy what we have.
people strange,they hating change.
well.that's who we are.
the 4th day is successful in positive.
meet fred ma and talk about the travel plan.
maybe egypt,is next destination.
who knows.
email matt.called siam.he's so happy.
sometimes i just wondered,
how can people easily make others so happy or sometimes even cry?
what happened?
it's up to you.
inder finally say bye.
maybe that is a good thing. :)

more rubbish in the universe.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
1113-Lost tickets
don't know it is good ,or bad.
after finish dinner with firoa and fred ma,
airasia already run out guangzhou/shenzhen tickets.
supposed book tickets already,just rushed out for dinner not finish credit pay yet.
k
life is a gamble.
you never know what is next,
just keep go on,accpet wonders,and be happy. *-^
i'm happy my positive test in second day.
i'm a good girl.i love my life.
and i do encourage the people around me.
i am damn good and naughty.lol! *-^
after finish dinner with firoa and fred ma,
airasia already run out guangzhou/shenzhen tickets.
supposed book tickets already,just rushed out for dinner not finish credit pay yet.
k
life is a gamble.
you never know what is next,
just keep go on,accpet wonders,and be happy. *-^
i'm happy my positive test in second day.
i'm a good girl.i love my life.
and i do encourage the people around me.
i am damn good and naughty.lol! *-^
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