090217-website building

I only can say i'm good!
done a lot of work today!

build 4 photo album on picasa
Nature,Flower,Dog,Cat

and build my website frame.:)
now it's time to sleep. i love i'm hard working! *-^

090216-Video comes out!

Today,i rending many of my old works,to a really good quality and upload again.

My application video finally comes out today!
wonder why they delaied,they through my photo and probably thought i'm from japan,
all the videos today almost from japan.i'm in page 4 in the first day.auch!

rainning this morning,have to find people to come fix my lights and electricity.
or i'll get in dark again tonight,
everything finally nice done,i changed the lights,changed the rheotrope.
but guess what happened tonight?
it switched off again! yeah,another half lights burned!

a rabbit shouts……





i have to take care my points today!

090215-7 flights!

Yesterday, is the last day for airline promotion.
i booked 7 flights to 4 countries next year.price 0 RMB.
all the airport fee total include together,less than 80USD.
how cool was that? i'm damn good!

yes.i booked for next year.
no matter the future how it goes,i'm ready on my way!
i do not book this year,partically because i applied my application video.
i'm never gonna give up,i'll working on it!

i keep continue my website construction.
i build frame for web.

----my parlor
will be my guest reception.
it will include who am i,what i love,my photo,video,career,family,and my plan.
it is the place all about me

----my studio
will be my working place
include my gallery,photo/video works,my cartoon project,
and i show the world why i want write for animation,
what is my cartoon stories about

-----my bedroom
personal favorites and collections.include my love music,travel plan.

-----my kitchen
i share my secret love ingredients how to encourage,motivate and inspire ourself.

-----my garden
all my lovely carrots singing in the garden,
here will difinitely my another favorite place,passing love to people

-----yes,and WC
every problem is a chance,i tried solution.
i throw all bad things to wc.
and here could be a real funny interesting place.

there definitely a HUGE work list. but i'll do it!

by the way,someone proposed me on yahoo.
he say he gonna come this end of the month,we gonna meet,
he bring all his centification,he'll help me apply visa and i'll get it in 3 month.
then we marry on may or june and move overseas.

wait wait,stop!
what?

-do you really know me?
-i like you VERY MUCH.

unbelievable!
how can people marry when they just even don't know?
i know this guy have nice house,have cute kids,want to marry me,
but frankly we don't even know much.
and i'm busy these days, i don't have time to chat.

this really make me thinking a lot,
that how weak our human being could be?
people searching love all life and how desperate sometimes?!

i can have a nice house, no need to work just if i say 'YES'
but how can i?

Jesus Christ!
the circuit breaker just switched off!
all lights in room get in dark.DAMN!

090214-Happy Valentine's Day!

Happy Valentine's Day!
i continue building website today.
by the way,i checked almost all the application videos from china in website.



i have to say,some of us videos were ^&%^&%%$$(*(&&%^


if i was the judge,
we only have 60 seconds to choice one person,
then who those don't speak, don't have videos only photos,will not in consideration.
you don't have a website? wow,then shows you give more chance to the other.
you don't need perfect in english,but normal communication is a must.
come on.only 60 seconds, you recite by look the paper in front of the video?
are you kidding? we are not here to look you just swim under water.

i also checked lots of videos these few days.
actually i learn from people.
someone were really creative,and i laughed hardly in some videos.
i have to confess,my videos was not good enough either,
but i'm happy i've done that myself, and i have something!
maybe it is a good thing they don't upload in time,better later,
cause soon as the video shows on the Aus website,
people will check my site,and i have to build as soon as possible.

i've checked my old works,some file just compressed badly,
i know i'm not technique person,but i know what is my talented.

my album wanna share the love to the world.
so many people in the world want this job,i'm one of them,
but compare some people in front of the video says,
i love nature,i love travel,i love adventure,etc,
i want to share my love into creating,i want to make the world more better,
i want to take more pictures and videos under water,
and i will show the world my ideal talent.
maybe we don't have the same beautiful island for our children,
i want put my create into art.animation,and cartoon story,
people will remember it forever.

i know,i have to work!
with love!

keep on working and never give up!

by the way,remember the persimmon calyx?
it helped my hiccup! my goodness! this could be a miracle!
i feel much better!!! oh my god!

090212-Bonus Day

Today is my bonus day.^_^ been happy!
not do much but learning something and have a little bit relax.
i have some things done.*-^

when i take a walk go to the supermarket,
see some people playing majiang right though in the street.





i was wondering why our people they are not happy,
but spend more time such a waste?



the puppy was not happy either,
he definitely need more love. :(



someone just living such bad situation,
our government need more attention and do something!
this man get his toliet blocked and no one help.damn it!

i passing a skin scraping shop,
and attract by the concept of the five elements photo on the wall.
take a skin scraping therapy.



have intractable hiccup those few months especially in midnight.
have learned cupping,therapeutic massage myself these days.

i go to medchine shop,buy persimmon calyx.
i find it can cure stubborn hiccup,fried 3 to powder,eat them with water,
or boiled 10 drink the tea,can help.



is this tiny little things really help?
well gonna find out.



what we can bring to the world and our children?
what if we don't have the same world for them?
how we can make a difference and make it more better?

i love carrie and jonathan's video.they are just great!
i have more respect after visit their website carrieandjonathan.com
i would love to work with those great people in the island one day!

believe yourself! and working hard!
love make the world more better. and i'm happy working on this way!

good night!

090211-Job Well Done!

It is great i have done the video,and apply my application. ^_^
things never be perferct,but i try my best.
i'm happy! ^_^

tomorrow need start build my website,
i'm happy on my life journey.that i have my target,
and i move forward straight day by day!

Amitabha!

090210-Working On AE

There have some problems when i use AE,
it just crashed! Auch!

I really wanna working with a team.
i know i'm never gonna be the technique person.
but even nobody help me right now,you gonna give up? NO WAY!
That is my rabbit!

i took half an hour reading on 8 pm,
and half an hour on meditation.after shower and wash all the clothes.
i eat chicken stick and doufu today,yummy! ^_^
i never gonna give up.i done the half works of my video.quite good.
i'm happy with that.tomorrow need make another half.
time is limited,i know i'm not perfect,
but i can be great! *-^

i sit in the dark,meditation for inner peace,
i open my heart,into the music,
maintain my power from universe,
I'm happy! ^_^

tomorrow will be another new day!
good girl! good night!
hello the world,good night! ^_^

090209-Lantern festival

Time past so quick! Damn it!

Today is lantern festival.parents come bring some food.
just missing them.

today,download lots of material,and start produce AE and PI effect video.
bring my ideal into the editting and effect.
good girl!
i just keeping forward day by day!
and i'm happy with that!

Partical Illsion just cool!
i love it!

090207-Hard working

really really hard working,start building my website.
make my bg.



father come to visit me today, and check my works.
set my working station at home. :)
download all the patches,set up,ghost,all the software install,,,



photography all my centifications



look father's hand.
wonder why am i so hard working day by day!
only 15 days left,i have to make everything quick!



also edit new videos. am i iron woman? LOL!
good night! i must sleep right now!

090206-Danm cold!

It's so cold in the midnight!
Time just flies so fast!
today call my buyer and then call cargo,
find them don't send computer to my area.
what? the computer already in my city,
they don't even call me to pick up?
how bad was that!

when i finally picked my computer home,opened ,check my system,
install my software,then i find i can not open Premiere and AE.
the computer company ghost my system! ohh my gosh!!
i told them serval times please do install my XP by hand!
now i have to format and install everything myself.and all the drives!
Auch!
parents called,they see my video works twice from TV last night.

today cuting my english version videos,
rending a few times.i just find the best code transfer on youtube is H.264
the rmvb file transfer to flv just terrible!
now i have two computer!
i take so much energy to keep my works alive! i have to make it quick!

after hours and hours work,finally i install a new system,drives,software,
and my settings,and i can easy open PR and AE!!!
i'm happy with that! haha!

tomorrow gonna a new day!

090205-Who see me?

I need new computer! my buyer delaied for CPU coming late.
he sent to cargo yesterday.probably need another 3 days.
my computer running low memory when i drag over 1G file to Premiere.Auch!

My videos first part will show on TV tonight,
the staffer will come tomorrow morning, to picked the second original file.

Edit video all day,beat my computer!
Come on! make it work! make it fast!
LOL,i wanna create so much!

Add over 20 NDE videos to my youtube list,
get some appraise from the forum. *-^

Echo - A beautiful, charming lady, who always injects positive cheer.
I especially love your quotes/poems.. I find them really meaningful and given me much to ponder upon during this dark period in my life.-Linda

Echo - A beautiful woman who challenges herself and whose posts make me smile. Your English is quite a lot better than any Chinese I could try to write at this point!-Lara

Echo - Your great lust for life and happiness is contagious and I hope it affects us all -jimmy

I love my life,and i want to make it better,
I want to create! and i do want to help the world!

sleep half hour from 7:30pm-8:00pm,Gosh,i see something! :(

090204-My Works Show On TV

Today,mother come to see me,bring some dishes,
help rub her back in shower.and send her to station.
she's getting old. life hurts sometime.
i do love them very very much,
that's why i keep working so hard on my create works!
couldn't open my eyes.

last night,almost spend whole night to figure out and worked on google website building,writing,calender setting,
today my tv station friend tell me my video works has choiced to show on televison.
transfer her original file which is so big!

i fall into dark tunnel this morning again.
it is the third time,near death experience do changed my life,
and do waked up my soul and spirit to cherrish my limited time in universe!

my cartoon design friend goes for a meeting for 6 days,
she send me the "let harmony redeem " link,
life is short, but why still most of us sitting in the dark,
lost,desperate,and hide,being hurt?

i feel love makes me strong,
i feel love inside my heart make me totally different person,
i can feel the magic of love,
the power of love makes me smile.

i would hope rush all my time on my work!
but i do need concern my health to sleep earler.good night!
my universe! I Love This World!

090203-Life is too short!

learn to build my website and calender on google.
life is too short,i live the fullest!

good girl!

090202-new computer

buy new computer online.
another big step!
can't wait to use new computer to cut videos!

internet totally changed my life,
even i know might be a little expensive online and not good for maintain,
but i can solved the problem myself!
i should proud of an indepedent woman who i am!
and i learned every day!

yesterday i took the photo for bathroom and kitchen.
i want make my house ppt,and i asked studio email me the centification of learning movie edit and maya.
i download the website php database and upload,install failed.
the code have virus as well.
so have to delete all of them and make another choice again.
keep searching and keep working.

yesterday i wrote motivate paper and pasted every where in house.



i decided choice my life to be meaningful!
i decide ready to change and learn to improve,
i decide give up my bad habbit like lazy,
i want to be a better person and someone can be recalled one day by the world.
i'm really good girl!



what you think am i cooking?

take the dating quiz online today.
i pushed myself to read everyday,and i pushed myself to learn new vocabulary.
i knew it is too hard and i keep learning on it!
life is great! i have to cherrish every minutes and i spend time of motivate learning and reading a lot of book.

imaging! new computer!
excited!

The Sonnet Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLD) Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed? Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance. Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so. You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls. Your exact female opposite: Genghis Khunt Random Brutal Sex Master Always avoid: The 5-Night Stand (DBSM), The False Messiah (DBLM), The Hornivore (RBSM), The Last Man on Earth (RBSD) Consider: The Loverboy (RGLM)

Link: The Online Dating Persona Test | OkCupid - dating services | Dating

090131-about love

time fly so quick!
to apply my video of application,only 21 days left,
before that, i must build my website,
i must write stuff,i must cut my videos,
which was so much pressure~

through all popular viewed and rated videos,
i know where i am, pisces are damn good in imagination,intuition
i know i'm one special,but a lot of works need to do,
which cause depression.
i was thinking when i go for a walk in the street.
i really hope that someone there encourage me,but even without that,
i know,i have to fight for my future!

You Are Diamond!
You Got Shine Anyway!


i reedit my profile on dating website today too:
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hey guys!
i'm looking a serious relationship,a husband,or friends at least..
i don't have TIME to play around,

as a mature,passionate,humor,dedicate person,
i have confidence about who i am,
and move forward learning to be better day by day.

people always say,you are beautiful, why you single?
to be honest,

1,i'm busy on my working,learning,and creating.
i working for IT area (website) for 8 years, planner and supervisor,
once i'm working,i working hard.

i'm also a photographer,
in the last two years, i decide dedicate my passion learning in animation studio.
i want write for animation, life is too short, i have my life goal,and keep working on it.
i don't depend on anyone.

2, hibernation
i was divorced 10 years before,
i'm serious considerate my second marriage,
i'm looking for someone mature,oldder,intelligent,who can inspire me and encourage me,
accpet who i am, and know what life about.
i'm looking someone not just hidding for safe ,someone willing to build a future with me together.

3,i won't marry a man who "BABY" all the time.
some man are picky and commanding,i tell them "shut up"

4, i don't drink, i don't smoke, i don't social much,
i'm home body.i enjoy inner peace but i loved to travel,
i love meeting interested people have nice conversation.instead of CAM Chatting.
i'm sorry,i hate that! i never install cam on my working machine,
and please don't even ask if we don't know each other!

i always think,god makes adam and use one of his rib to makes eva.
it must shows our human being supposed to be support each other and being together,
i have the confidence and faith to find my life partner to build a happy beautiful life ever after!

please add your photo on your profile.
if you don't even know how to upload a photo or don't have a photo,
you are definitely not my match!

life is short, enjoy your day!
thanks for reading my profile, and don't hesitate to write something,
you may miss someone really HOT in and out! LOL!
(did i make you laugh? *-^)
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about love,i keep my faith!
and my faith,keep me strong day by day!

i hate Adobe after effect dead on my computer!
i set all plug-ins but i couldn't use the effect.
I NEED NEW COMPUTER! :(
today, choicing backgroud music and dub the video.
keep rorking girl!

090130-happy new year!

090129-who i am

Rabbit in Animal Sign

The rabbit is one of the most delicate animals among all 12 animals. Rabbits are usually kind and sweet and of course, popular people. Nobody ignores them, for they are good company and know how to make the best of themselves.

A rabbit's home is always a beautiful one cause Rabbit people are famous for their artistic sense and good taste. They are also usually well-dressed. Go check out your Rabbit friend's closet, I bet you will find many expensive and beautiful clothing there. But even though they are popular and loved by their friends and family, rabbit people are also pessimistic. They are conservative and insecure, and that explains why most of the them don't like changes.

Calm as they are, it is not easy to provoke Rabbit people. They don't like to argue and enjoy quiet, peaceful lives. They are also sentimental and compassionate. Yes, and they cry easily too.

They can be moved by personal problems you share with them. Therefore, if you work as a salesman for a living, you will have much better luck with rabbit people - Nine out of Ten Rabbit people will definitely buy your products! Call them cautious or call them timid, rabbit people will undertake nothing before they have weighed the pros and cons from every angle. And that is probably why rabbit people are doing well in their work. And yet, unless they abandon their conservative nature, and become more aggressive, they will probably live a very normal, and average life.

They can be great partners in relationships. Romantic and sweet, faithful too, rabbit people never lack of suitors. Male rabbits are sometimes picky, and perhaps not a family man. And female rabbits should probably spend less time admiring themselves in front of the mirror and spend more time with friends.

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Element of Wood

Those born in the years dominated by the Wood element are people of high morals and great confidence. They know the intrinsic value of things and are apt to appreciate all that they have.

Their interests are wide and varied and this makes them interesting company. They are systematic in their thinking and possess executive personalities. Their expansive and co-operative natures will allow them to do things on a large scale.

Wood element people like to spread their wings and diversify to as many areas as possible. They are individuals who see renewal and growth as important aspects in life.

They are unselfish and will share whatever recognition or rewards they receive as they believe in team effort. They will find support and finances whenever in need. This is because others have faith in their business acumen and abilities.

Their main shortcoming is that they tend to take on more than they can handle. They may not finish what they start if they spread themselves out too thinly. They must learn to work within manageable limits. Also, wood people tend to be too conciliatory and will look for the easiest way out.

At their worst, they can be inconstant and passive. They can also lean too much on others for support. To be effective, they must be more persuasive and assertive. Only then, can they turn their dreams into reality.

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Pisces in horoscope

Imaginative and sensitive
Compassionate and kind
Selfless and unworldly
Intuitive and sympathetic

On the dark side....

Escapist and idealistic
Secretive and vague
Weak-willed and easily led

* LIKES Solitude to dream in
* Mystery in all its guises
* Anything discarded to stay discarded
* The ridiculous
* like to get 'lost'

* DISLIKES the obvious
* being criticized
* feeling all at sea about something
* know-it-alls
* pedantry

Pisceans possess a gentle, patient, malleable nature. They have many generous qualities and are friendly, good natured, kind and compassionate, sensitive to the feelings of those around them, and respond with the utmost sympathy and tact to any suffering they encounter. They are deservedly popular with all kinds of people, partly because their easygoing, affectionate, submissive natures offer no threat or challenge to stronger and more exuberant characters. They accept the people around them and the circumstances in which they find themselves rather than trying to adapt them to suit themselves, and they patiently wait for problems to sort themselves out rather than take the initiative in solving them. They are more readily concerned with the problems of others than with their own.

Their natures tend to be too otherworldly for the practical purposes of living in this world as it is. They sometimes exist emotionally rather than rationally, instinctively more than intellectually (depending on how they are aspected). They long to be recognized as greatly creative. They also dislike disciple and confinement. The nine-to-five life is not for them. Any rebellion they make against convention is personal, however, as they often times do not have the energy or motivation to battle against the Establishment.

Pisceans tend to withdraw into a dream world where their qualities can bring mental satisfaction and sometimes, fame and financial reward for they are extremely gifted artistically. They are also versatile and intuitive, have quick understanding, observe and listen well, and are receptive to new ideas and atmospheres. All these factors can combine to produce remarkable creativity in literature, music and art. They may count among their gifts mediumistic qualities which can give them a feeling that their best work comes from outside themselves, "Whispered beyond the misted curtains, screening this world from that." Even when they cannot express themselves creatively they have a greater than average instinct for, and love of, beauty in art and nature, a catlike appreciation of luxury and pleasure, and a yearning for new sensations and travel to remote, exotic places.

They are never egotistical in their personal relationships and give more than they ask from their friends. They are sexually delicate, in the extreme almost asexual, and most Pisceans would want a relationship in which the partner's mind and spirit rather than the body resonated with their own. Unfortunately they can be easily misled by a lover who courts them delicately and in marriage makes them unhappy by a coarser sexuality than they expected. They are nevertheless intensely loyal and home-loving and will remain faithful.

In their employment they are better working either by themselves or in subordinate positions. Their talents are individual in a commercial business or similar undertaking. They would be afraid to manage more than a small department, worrying always that they would fail in a crisis. They can make fair secretaries and bookkeepers.
Their sympathy equips them for work in charities catering for the needy, as nurses looking after the sick and as veterinary surgeons caring for animals. As librarians or astronomers they can satisfy their mental wanderlust, and their fondness for "faraway places with strange-sounding names" may turn them into sailors or travellers. Many architects and lawyers are Pisceans, and when the creative abilities are combined with gifts of imitation and the ability to enter into the feelings of others, Pisceans find their fulfillment on the stage. Their psychic and spiritual qualities can lead them into careers in the church or as mediums and mystics. They may find an outlet for their creativity as caterers, and are said to make good detectives because they can imagine themselves in the place of criminals and understand how their minds would work. In technical occupations they are well employed in dealing with anaesthetics, fluids, gases and plastics. Because of their lively versatility and inability to concentrate overmuch on any one project, Pisceans often simultaneously follow more than one occupation.

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Blood Type Of AB

People with Type AB Blood are said to have a delicate sensitivity. They are considerate of

other people's feelings and deal with them with care and caution. On the other hand, though, they are strict with themselves and those close to them. They, therefore, seem to have two personalities: one for those "outside," and another for people on the "inside." They often become sentimental, and they tend to think too deeply about things. AB Types have a lot of friends, but they need time to be alone and think things through, as well.

090101-new year

life is great!
buy the train ticket to home.
last week count in guangzhou.

1231-metro new year eve

Dec,30,packing all my stuff,send to cargo,
give all the rest things to friends.

Dec,31,finish my piano course and quit my apartment in guangzhou.
from this moment, free to see my world.
the last day to spend the spare metro tickets,
so i decide take metro to see the night in guangzhou,myself.
celebrate new years eve.
take with my mp3,walking in this city,
i'm quite peace but happy.

i choice my life,live strong,happy survive.

it's going to leave the city i've been stayed for 8 years.
it's going to be a new great start,i open myself to the world.*-^

1229-tired but excited!

ha ha ha! packing and cleaning few days!!!
really hard work!
really exhaust!
finally,things getting to be done.
i'm so happy about everything perfectly to an end! you go girl!

life is great!
ha ha ha!