Friday, November 7, 2008

1107-Music list

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Dido-I'm no angel

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Dido-Thank you

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Britney Spears-Piece of me

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Leona Lewis - Better In Time

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
ROXETTE - IT MUST HAVE BEEN LOVE

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Age Of Echoes-The Final Tide

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
M2M-Love left for me

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Nirvana - Oh Me

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Michael Bublé - Home

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Bandari- EI CONDOR PASA

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
Timo toikki - Are You The One

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Blue-Walk away

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Aon Kevlin- Ruk Ter Mai Mee Wun Yhood

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Dido - White Flag

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Rosas - La Oreja De Van Gogh

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
PM Dawn-Set adrift on a memory bliss

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Eagles - Love will keep us alive

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Chihiro Onitsuka - Beautiful Fighter

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Jordy-ma petit soeur

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Sum 41- Pieces

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Nickelback-If Everyone Cared

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Shania Twain - I'm Gonna Getcha Good

they say,music touch our soul.
it's true. :)

Youtube Rocks!

1107-40 spontaneous questions

40 of the MOST spontaneous questions ever, BE HONEST

1. Where were you 2 hours ago?
eat dinner,have a nice shower.

2. What do you think of your last kiss?
poor my boy

3. Do you kiss a lot of people?
yes,online. :p

4. Are you wearing socks right now?
No

5. When was the last time you went out of state?
Sep.2008

6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
No

7. What was the last thing you had to drink?
yoghourt.

8. What are you wearing right now?
Brown T-Shirt

9. What was your last purchase?
ice cream

10. Last food you ate?
cauliflower chicken rice.

11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
friend from kl

12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
No.

13. Do you have a pet?
no
have hamster,fish,tortoise before.

14. What did you do last night?
feel bad,stay home

15. Are you a vampire?
no way

16. If you could be anywhere you want where would it be?
California, Gold Coast, Tibet

17. What is the last thing you purchased online?
dating service

18. One thing you hate about yourself?
lazy

19. What's your favorite soup?
Corn soup

20. Do you miss anyone?
yes

21. Last movie you saw?
Lightspeed

22. What are your plans for the day?
go home,pick up swim cloth for tomorrow

23. Did you have fun today?
nothing

24. Who is your last text message from?
someone who likes me.

25. Were you an honor roll student in school?
just normal

26. What do you know about the future?
Yesterday is history,
Tomorrow is a mystery
Today is a gift: that’s why we call it ‘The Present’.

27. Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
blind date.

29. Do you have a tan?
not much

30. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
38

31. Did you meet anyone new today?
no

32. Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
ear hole

33. How do you like your soda?
no interested

34. Do you like hot sauce?
not really

35. What are you doing tomorrow?
go to hot spring resort with cs friends

36. What day is tomorrow?
Saturday,Nov.8,2008

37. What is your current mood?
peaceful quite

38. Do you like someone?
yes.

39. Do you have hands?
use now.:p

40. Why?
make dream come true. ^_^


Good night!

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

1106-weakness for fear

the pain from the back brain keep remain 1 week now.
as the aggravating pain by day,was scared.
everythings fine and i'm doing a great job,cut videos,
have watch movie with eli sit on the comfortable couch.
wrong movie,opps.

everythings fine and have to be grateful.
but just start negative weakness for no reason.
cried for lonely.

had enough.

thought we are just human being.
things happen for a reason.
i try to figure it out. but no answer.
have to take more time to discovery.

where is my love?
why i can not find someone can be accomany with?
what is F***ing wrong?
for near 1111.no big deal. i'm preparing.
i knew,i will be ok.

1105-Italian Dinner

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Monday, November 3, 2008

1104-new day

a new day start!!! *-^
i'm happy in my life!
i'll try every strength to my target!

i love this world!

1103-excellent good!

i'm damn good! *-^

take a 10 days challenge for positive.
now is 3rd.

damn good damn good! hold on! keeping like this!

^_^

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Thursday, October 30, 2008

1030-conference on yahoo

halloween eve.
buy bandari for pietro's birthday.
inder not even show up.
hope his high fever get better now.
we both know,we are not suit for each other.

wonder why people so hard to find someone can get alone with...

last week meet 5 person.
none of them have feelings.
funny 2 of them got married. and still come to see me?
kidding?
but this is the reality.shit for that!

there have over 30 people responded my date and wanna to see me.
what-------is----------the----------hell?

there have winks and message every day from the website.
lazy.

tonight. we have conference chat on yahoo.
good i like them.
told lim help me to call kl friend.
see bimo's video on youtube.get to know some friends overseas.

i guess.
that's who we are.
we are singles. not big deal.


today start my animation learning part.
still wait for the camera.
i knew all those i have to pass through.
it has something!
i will work on it. even it is hard. difficult.no matter what.
i do what i like to do.i will keep move forward.

winter is coming.
i'll keep my heart positive warm!

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

1029-late



life is the source of all inspiration.
i'm gonna write a story about late.

have another OBE in the morning.
not scared.but accept.

i knew life is short.
have to fill it with meaningful.

smile to life!

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

1028-near halloween

time so fast.
time so quick...
what we are doing in our time?

Monday, October 27, 2008

1026-where is the love

the topic love is quite often to discuss on a single forum.
such kind of topic has been talked about thousand and thousand years.
nothing can define them.
love is the only way you have to feel.

still empty inside.
meet different people last week.
dinner,coffee,movie,i don't care.
have no feel.
too young to so much dead!

i knew
it's time to take care!
i will try.

Friday, October 24, 2008

1024-Move On

started dating now.
it is a good thing.
that finally willing go outside to see people again.

been locked like an ostrich for the last 2 years.
find a dozen list waiting to meet.
so what?

today have more light effect learning.
have ODE this afternoon.Damn!

sorry for the news about Barrney!
Life Damn Short! i have to racing my time! Damn!

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

1022-lonely planet

this is a lonely world.cold can be.

tonight N teach me belly dance.
she encouraged me so much.grateful and appreciate.

on msn.
just blocked someone again.
today started light/shadow learning.
damn modeling finally to be an end. god!

have no choice but keep forward!
i know i'll be survive.
the other night just frightened me again.
how much time exactly i left?
everything can easily make me cry.especially in music,and dark.


tell myself
i'll be fine...

Friday, October 17, 2008

1017-tough friday

moderling is headache.
this week is the most 8 tough days!
lucky finally friday now.

cook dinner tonight.
and have red bean yoghourt fruit salad.
i'm satisfied. ^_^

keep move everyday!
and keeping strong everyday! *-^

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

1015-fall down

read "how to write for animation" today.
we build house/train/tooth paste last few days.
today i not finish my works. too tired.
it's been nearly 2 hour bus since the metro building.
help nola with her internet problem.

fall down today. scatched hands and hurt my knees.

have to work hard and racing my time.
i have to be good!
you go girl!

Monday, October 13, 2008

1013-Maya time

it's maya time.
most complicate software in the world.
and now i have to start all the hardest things again.

rain today.
big huge challenge there.
i know there have concrete walls in front of me.
and i have to just across everything.

i got no choice.
no thinking.no question.

what am i gonna do in my life?
just keeping forward,focuse my target,keep learning,sharing,thinking,creating,
i choice to live my life with meaningful.
i'll do everything i can for the world.
i want to make a difference!
running the best!

my book from online already recieve.the cargo was quick.

tonight have a nice dinner with nola.
we just watched bruce.lee tv together,she's on the movie.

i emailed someone that if he gonna see me,he got to be indepedent.
i'm not gonna stay with him.

a good day finished.
tomorrow will be another new day.

reading books before get sleep.
i love life itself!

Saturday, October 11, 2008

1012-Racing Time

i wake up this morning.so tired.
something is wrong

i'm not afraid of death.
but i'm sad.
couldn't stop thinking about life.

if, time just that so short and limit.
then why we suspicious on everything even.
wouldn't a try to trust /accept people?

it makes me cry.

i wanna race my time.
when people so busy,sometimes they are lost in busy things.
without thinking

the stomach keeping bad and killing me.

i have to work before i disappear.
i have to leave my love in the world!

1011-come back

have to continue my writing again.
today upload itm video.
so tired.

when i look through the video in thailand
i just find wonder why people keep space from me.
that how good am i ignore them!

i miss my time in malaysia
i miss my time in thailand
i'll keep working
on this adventure journey to life.

yesterday buy some book online
Jeffreyscott:How to Write for Animation
Donald.Trump: Business Rule...

i realize can not waste time anymore.
there have so big huge work have to do.
and i wanna work for myself badly

opps.
someone say love me. what?
how it happened?
two of totally different stranger person
how can he just so sure love someone even don't know them?

maybe this world too cold.
we suspicious on everything then we hide for safe.
bullshit!

0723-with kiki

July,18 shenzhen
come visit my girl,kiki
she just broken up with her first boyfriend
and see her cry so much

love
it's all we talking about
why it brings so much pain
but we still searching and looking for

teach kiki some computer skill.
build her qq space and how to edit photo
today is the second day since he gone
everything will be fine and better
we are working on it
and i have faith in her!