1125-time so fast

so fast fast fast!
nearly the end of 2008 now.

winter is winter!

discuss the cartoon story with pietro. ^_^

1123-next step

i believe there have fate.
it is fate call me.to help me make my decision.
and follow.

i knew what is my next step now.
open to see the world...

the "Magic Journey" just begin.
i can feel,my heart,,, my passion,,,

there always have possibilities.
just keep going,thinking through.be your best.make things easy.
and make this world more better than ever!


good girl.sleep then!
tomorrow will be a new day!

1122-keep thinking

i'm good in 10 days positive test.
look back all the nagetive things in the past 10 days.

bad in time management,late for class.late for appointment,,,
sad for heart broken,
health concern and the other unexpected things.

i change them to be a positive way.

they said,problem is a chance.
a chance let us realize we have to keep find solution.
to remind us we are not good enough yet.
push us to be more better then ever.

now i realize i should more concern my time in control.
my health also.

watched learning point dvd.
find my point on crus to mitigate my stomach problems.

well.
hate the failure feelings about relationship.
he's a baby.
i'm too weak to protect him.
i have to let him go. which cause another heart broken.

i have to accumulate my patience again.

good things,the pain from brain lenitively disappear.
thank god!


i was keep thinking a lot of things of life.and people.
why and how.
i feel happy that i listen to my heart most of the time.
to do as far as i know,the right choice which i should make.

and i realize that people can be strong in spirit ,only when they trying to.
in meditation,i find peace,
i find way to kick fear out of my mind.
i'm not perfert,but god make each of us unique,that must have been some reason.
i'm happy who i am.


i was thinking about fake marriage the other day,
from someone's proposal.

yes i knew,
i no need make things so hard,
if i want,
if i like,
i can use much easier quick way to get what i want,anyway.

i can marry a rich man,so i no need work,
i can marry a american to get green card in short time,
i can go to travel,or anything else.

but, so what?

i can be very famous,in easy way,

so what?


i made my choice and i say no.
i should proud of myself being indepedent and struggling with my life.
i'm damn good!


have to make more schedule now.
i will keep try the positive test until death.
i will keep fight with the deepest fear,
and i knew,i will kick them good in ass!


keep rocking! i'm great!

1120-fight on 9th

The weather change cold now.
just realize winter is coming.
i'm fine on 9th.
i feel i'm great. :)

even cried with fighting for depression,suspicion,lonely and fear.
still looking for the answer ,of why we supposed to live on earth.
fragrance of flower,music,read,learning help a lot.
start 10 days of meditation test.

i am a good girl!
also brave! ^_^

1118-happy on 7th

i'm good!
they say "small keys to big doors"

i'm good! ^_^
have to sleep eariler anyway!
good night to myself!

1117-Chance or Not?

meet friends and lunch together.

6th day are perfect!
i'm happy who i am. and made my own choice.

i knew,
there is tons of chance & seduction in the world.
i'm happy i'm listening to my heart, and not get lost.


good i am!
i'm proud of that!

maintain my soul in meditation.

1116-Asoka

watched "Asoka",and cried a lot.

Love is gonna save us



i will be fine.
good in 5th day!

1115-4th day

free weekend finally in 1 month.
feel great.

spend a little bit more time with eli. big clean day.
go to supermarket.
next time,just buy what we have.
people strange,they hating change.
well.that's who we are.

the 4th day is successful in positive.
meet fred ma and talk about the travel plan.
maybe egypt,is next destination.
who knows.

email matt.called siam.he's so happy.
sometimes i just wondered,
how can people easily make others so happy or sometimes even cry?
what happened?
it's up to you.
inder finally say bye.
maybe that is a good thing. :)



more rubbish in the universe.

1113-Lost tickets

don't know it is good ,or bad.
after finish dinner with firoa and fred ma,
airasia already run out guangzhou/shenzhen tickets.
supposed book tickets already,just rushed out for dinner not finish credit pay yet.
k

life is a gamble.
you never know what is next,
just keep go on,accpet wonders,and be happy. *-^

i'm happy my positive test in second day.
i'm a good girl.i love my life.
and i do encourage the people around me.
i am damn good and naughty.lol! *-^

1112-maintain your power

If, all the difficulties suddenly appear in front of you,
would you give up ,ignore them, or back off?


To me?
---------------------No---------------------Way!!!

Right!

Every problem is a chance.
Always Be Positive! find solution,and running on your way!



today can't find right computer to cut my videos.
most of machine locked usb.student computer running terrible in premiere.
but they not allowed to use teacher's machine anymore.
well.
where we supposed to cut videos?
when we are exactly in a movie cut course?
how can we practise?

doesn't matter now.
people stupid sometime.
just have to find another solution.

wanna create more than anything!
i can feel my passion ,the power of enthusiasm for create,
is accumulate running faster than ever!
nothing,nobody, can stop me now!
get out of my way!

1111-had enough

he looks great! done a amazing job in marathon!
i shouldn't let him down.

had enough today.
for some stupid reason.and i treat people badly.
it become a bad circle.i just realized,that people actually can effect another person.

you wanna positive,you have to close keep in touch with positive person.
bad rude stupid people just can easily drive you mad.
calm down!
think probably! take a deep breath! you can work out!

buy flower today.
happy have the perfect smell in the room.

1110-An Inconvenience Truth

think about our children.
think about our earth.
think about inside from the people's heart.
i knew, what i'm trying to work out,
is right.

one day.
i'll let the world hear my voice.

1109-Walking Around The Earth

watched all the video from fred ma.
thinking about his plan about walking around the earth.

1108-sunny day in hot spring

have a wonderful trip to hot spring resort today!
we have a lot of fun and good time!



the mark to resort



nice view!



hey hey!



ha!

we are really enjoy!
perfect Sunny day! *-^

1107-Music list

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Dido-I'm no angel

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Dido-Thank you

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Britney Spears-Piece of me

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Leona Lewis - Better In Time

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
ROXETTE - IT MUST HAVE BEEN LOVE

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Age Of Echoes-The Final Tide

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
M2M-Love left for me

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Nirvana - Oh Me

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Michael Bublé - Home

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Bandari- EI CONDOR PASA

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
Timo toikki - Are You The One

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Blue-Walk away

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Aon Kevlin- Ruk Ter Mai Mee Wun Yhood

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Dido - White Flag

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Rosas - La Oreja De Van Gogh

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
PM Dawn-Set adrift on a memory bliss

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Eagles - Love will keep us alive

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Chihiro Onitsuka - Beautiful Fighter

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Jordy-ma petit soeur

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Sum 41- Pieces

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Nickelback-If Everyone Cared

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Shania Twain - I'm Gonna Getcha Good

they say,music touch our soul.
it's true. :)

Youtube Rocks!

1107-40 spontaneous questions

40 of the MOST spontaneous questions ever, BE HONEST

1. Where were you 2 hours ago?
eat dinner,have a nice shower.

2. What do you think of your last kiss?
poor my boy

3. Do you kiss a lot of people?
yes,online. :p

4. Are you wearing socks right now?
No

5. When was the last time you went out of state?
Sep.2008

6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
No

7. What was the last thing you had to drink?
yoghourt.

8. What are you wearing right now?
Brown T-Shirt

9. What was your last purchase?
ice cream

10. Last food you ate?
cauliflower chicken rice.

11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
friend from kl

12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
No.

13. Do you have a pet?
no
have hamster,fish,tortoise before.

14. What did you do last night?
feel bad,stay home

15. Are you a vampire?
no way

16. If you could be anywhere you want where would it be?
California, Gold Coast, Tibet

17. What is the last thing you purchased online?
dating service

18. One thing you hate about yourself?
lazy

19. What's your favorite soup?
Corn soup

20. Do you miss anyone?
yes

21. Last movie you saw?
Lightspeed

22. What are your plans for the day?
go home,pick up swim cloth for tomorrow

23. Did you have fun today?
nothing

24. Who is your last text message from?
someone who likes me.

25. Were you an honor roll student in school?
just normal

26. What do you know about the future?
Yesterday is history,
Tomorrow is a mystery
Today is a gift: that’s why we call it ‘The Present’.

27. Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
blind date.

29. Do you have a tan?
not much

30. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
38

31. Did you meet anyone new today?
no

32. Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
ear hole

33. How do you like your soda?
no interested

34. Do you like hot sauce?
not really

35. What are you doing tomorrow?
go to hot spring resort with cs friends

36. What day is tomorrow?
Saturday,Nov.8,2008

37. What is your current mood?
peaceful quite

38. Do you like someone?
yes.

39. Do you have hands?
use now.:p

40. Why?
make dream come true. ^_^


Good night!

1106-weakness for fear

the pain from the back brain keep remain 1 week now.
as the aggravating pain by day,was scared.
everythings fine and i'm doing a great job,cut videos,
have watch movie with eli sit on the comfortable couch.
wrong movie,opps.

everythings fine and have to be grateful.
but just start negative weakness for no reason.
cried for lonely.

had enough.

thought we are just human being.
things happen for a reason.
i try to figure it out. but no answer.
have to take more time to discovery.

where is my love?
why i can not find someone can be accomany with?
what is F***ing wrong?
for near 1111.no big deal. i'm preparing.
i knew,i will be ok.

1105-Italian Dinner

1105-video works

1104-new day

a new day start!!! *-^
i'm happy in my life!
i'll try every strength to my target!

i love this world!