ha ha ha! packing and cleaning few days!!!
really hard work!
really exhaust!
finally,things getting to be done.
i'm so happy about everything perfectly to an end! you go girl!
life is great!
ha ha ha!
Monday, December 29, 2008
Saturday, December 27, 2008
1227-new start
have friends come to see me.
they are both sad.
i was happy people around me,they really care about me.
the in front journey was unknown magic journey,
i was excited.
with smile. *-^
they are both sad.
i was happy people around me,they really care about me.
the in front journey was unknown magic journey,
i was excited.
with smile. *-^
Friday, December 26, 2008
1226-they are beautiful
today sell all my furniture,terrible hard working for packing,
my passion for create make me smile smile smile. i can't wait.*-^
----------------poem written by M.W Sep.19 2004
Once there was a big old bear
Who didn’t have all his hair?
And the bear he just a little fat
He looks like Garfield the cat
But the bear he start to loose his weight
Because he meet and love soul mate
The bear he have some little bad habit
But he stops with ease all for rabbit
The bear have smile when he goes to bed
Because only rabbit in his head
The bear he floats, like a dove
Knowing he has found true love
Life has thrown a brand new start
How lucky he is to find rabbit so smart
So together they move forward being as one
And have two children a daughter and son
Hand in hand they walk through the trees
With rabbits hair blowing gently in breeze
The life they have is just one of awe
And they can not wait to open the next door
As they grow old they look back and say
God must have been listening to their pray
For when they go to bed at night
They thank God for making things so right
And so it is written after their lives cease
If all people were like them, there would be world peace
As bear see the rabbit,he is over the moon
Just knowing that they will each other again soon...
--------------------------i'm just grateful for life.
life is beautiful.and i'm going to make it much better!
keep working girl! ^_^
my passion for create make me smile smile smile. i can't wait.*-^
----------------poem written by M.W Sep.19 2004
Once there was a big old bear
Who didn’t have all his hair?
And the bear he just a little fat
He looks like Garfield the cat
But the bear he start to loose his weight
Because he meet and love soul mate
The bear he have some little bad habit
But he stops with ease all for rabbit
The bear have smile when he goes to bed
Because only rabbit in his head
The bear he floats, like a dove
Knowing he has found true love
Life has thrown a brand new start
How lucky he is to find rabbit so smart
So together they move forward being as one
And have two children a daughter and son
Hand in hand they walk through the trees
With rabbits hair blowing gently in breeze
The life they have is just one of awe
And they can not wait to open the next door
As they grow old they look back and say
God must have been listening to their pray
For when they go to bed at night
They thank God for making things so right
And so it is written after their lives cease
If all people were like them, there would be world peace
As bear see the rabbit,he is over the moon
Just knowing that they will each other again soon...
--------------------------i'm just grateful for life.
life is beautiful.and i'm going to make it much better!
keep working girl! ^_^
1226-find my ring
ha! find my ring! find my ring! that's cool!
opps,it's small now?
kidding? are my fingers get fat? what?
i laugh! even the ring not fit me now... what a big ouch!
i love my baby!
obviously,we are go on different way!
even what happened suffered but they are once beautiful.
god bless him and i wish him happy with someone ever after!
just read his email from 2004 again.
i was supposed to create "Bear and Rabbit" happy ending photo album and story,
How can god lead me to "Magic Journey"?
it must have some reason.
i'm happy accept the wonder.
------------------------Bear & Rabbit Story written by M.W Sep,17 2004
Once upon a time there lived a big bear who one day wondered far from home and while on his journey he meet a little rabbit. For some reason that only the god of all can explain there was a sparkle in each others eyes that they both liked and so they said that they would keep in contact with each other if they could. Although they only see each other for a short time it must have been enough to start small fire in bears belly and he thinks rabbits to.
When the big bear got home he was over joyed to see that the little rabbit had already left message for him. Little rabbit not know what she start by leaving big bear message and telling him he has nice smile, but big bear hopes little rabbit does know what she do.
The bear and the rabbit talk and talk and talk and learn more about each other and exchange secrets that don’t surface very often when they talk to other people. They exchange pictures of each other and send each other flowers and pancakes and pizza followed by the exchange of their hearts. At this time they know they will be friends always. But the bear knows he has found his true love, his soul mate for life, nothing the rabbit say or do can take the smile from the bears face. The bear has never been like this before so he does not know what is happening at first but his heart tell him that the rabbit is the only true one for him no matter how long it takes or how hard it becomes the bear will not stop until they meet again.
The bear now has to ask the little rabbit if she would like to come and live with him so he can take good care of rabbit and cook pancakes for her everyday (promise never miss one day) but before rabbit gives her answer the bear will tell the future story of the Bear and the Rabbit in love forever.
After they talk and talk and talk every minute of everyday for one month the bear save enough money for the rabbit to come and see him. When they first see each other again they hug so much that all the people around them can see the bright light beaming off them pointing to the heavens. The bear holds the rabbit by the hand and swears he will never let it go.
The bear believes that the love they have for each other is so great that they do everything together, they never part. They help each other cook and clean, they play games together, read books together in fact no one has ever seen them not helping each other do something or being together. So the rabbit goes to work with the bear and they make the best team ever. The bear knows that rabbit has ambitions so he does everything he can to help her fulfil them. Because they are so good together they make lots of money so that the rabbit can help her family to do what ever they want to do.
While all this is happening the bear and the rabbit get married but it is only a piece of paper to them because they and god know they were married the day they take each others heart, the bear makes a speech to everyone at the wedding to honour the rabbit E.
“As I attempt to find the words worthy to introduce the person who has changed my life, I realize the words have yet to be invented that are large enough, colourful enough and true enough to express the heart and soul of this woman who I will love always”.
“From the little lounge at BF to wherever life takes us to playing in our garden with our grandchildren you will always be by my side and I yours”. “I see greatness in your future and the arena of life is but a tool, for you to use to help others, and I am the lucky creature of all of gods creations just to have meet you, let alone spend a life with you”.
“Although I am not worthy to spend a life with such greatness I see through your eyes to your soul that I am the one that you have been searching for and my efforts to make the rest of your life precious will not come close to what you deserve but you will know that it is everything that I have to give”.
“And so my dear, as we embark on this journey of life know that I will be one with you for ever”.
Having dog and cat in their lives is nice but they must have girl and boy to complete their perfect lives. Not long after the beautiful little rabbit falls pregnant and has a little baby girl and later a little baby boy. They are closest family god ever put on earth, they do everything together and they never fight because their hearts are as one.
The little rabbit goes on to be a person of greatness all the time with the bear at her side, he give her strength to do the things that she wants to do without question. There are no more time of depression in their lives no more bad story and no more hard times, they are still at each others side in one hundred years and have lived so long because they are so happy together.
they are beautiful. ^_^
opps,it's small now?
kidding? are my fingers get fat? what?
i laugh! even the ring not fit me now... what a big ouch!
i love my baby!
obviously,we are go on different way!
even what happened suffered but they are once beautiful.
god bless him and i wish him happy with someone ever after!
just read his email from 2004 again.
i was supposed to create "Bear and Rabbit" happy ending photo album and story,
How can god lead me to "Magic Journey"?
it must have some reason.
i'm happy accept the wonder.
------------------------Bear & Rabbit Story written by M.W Sep,17 2004
Once upon a time there lived a big bear who one day wondered far from home and while on his journey he meet a little rabbit. For some reason that only the god of all can explain there was a sparkle in each others eyes that they both liked and so they said that they would keep in contact with each other if they could. Although they only see each other for a short time it must have been enough to start small fire in bears belly and he thinks rabbits to.
When the big bear got home he was over joyed to see that the little rabbit had already left message for him. Little rabbit not know what she start by leaving big bear message and telling him he has nice smile, but big bear hopes little rabbit does know what she do.
The bear and the rabbit talk and talk and talk and learn more about each other and exchange secrets that don’t surface very often when they talk to other people. They exchange pictures of each other and send each other flowers and pancakes and pizza followed by the exchange of their hearts. At this time they know they will be friends always. But the bear knows he has found his true love, his soul mate for life, nothing the rabbit say or do can take the smile from the bears face. The bear has never been like this before so he does not know what is happening at first but his heart tell him that the rabbit is the only true one for him no matter how long it takes or how hard it becomes the bear will not stop until they meet again.
The bear now has to ask the little rabbit if she would like to come and live with him so he can take good care of rabbit and cook pancakes for her everyday (promise never miss one day) but before rabbit gives her answer the bear will tell the future story of the Bear and the Rabbit in love forever.
After they talk and talk and talk every minute of everyday for one month the bear save enough money for the rabbit to come and see him. When they first see each other again they hug so much that all the people around them can see the bright light beaming off them pointing to the heavens. The bear holds the rabbit by the hand and swears he will never let it go.
The bear believes that the love they have for each other is so great that they do everything together, they never part. They help each other cook and clean, they play games together, read books together in fact no one has ever seen them not helping each other do something or being together. So the rabbit goes to work with the bear and they make the best team ever. The bear knows that rabbit has ambitions so he does everything he can to help her fulfil them. Because they are so good together they make lots of money so that the rabbit can help her family to do what ever they want to do.
While all this is happening the bear and the rabbit get married but it is only a piece of paper to them because they and god know they were married the day they take each others heart, the bear makes a speech to everyone at the wedding to honour the rabbit E.
“As I attempt to find the words worthy to introduce the person who has changed my life, I realize the words have yet to be invented that are large enough, colourful enough and true enough to express the heart and soul of this woman who I will love always”.
“From the little lounge at BF to wherever life takes us to playing in our garden with our grandchildren you will always be by my side and I yours”. “I see greatness in your future and the arena of life is but a tool, for you to use to help others, and I am the lucky creature of all of gods creations just to have meet you, let alone spend a life with you”.
“Although I am not worthy to spend a life with such greatness I see through your eyes to your soul that I am the one that you have been searching for and my efforts to make the rest of your life precious will not come close to what you deserve but you will know that it is everything that I have to give”.
“And so my dear, as we embark on this journey of life know that I will be one with you for ever”.
Having dog and cat in their lives is nice but they must have girl and boy to complete their perfect lives. Not long after the beautiful little rabbit falls pregnant and has a little baby girl and later a little baby boy. They are closest family god ever put on earth, they do everything together and they never fight because their hearts are as one.
The little rabbit goes on to be a person of greatness all the time with the bear at her side, he give her strength to do the things that she wants to do without question. There are no more time of depression in their lives no more bad story and no more hard times, they are still at each others side in one hundred years and have lived so long because they are so happy together.
they are beautiful. ^_^
1226-packing stuff
packing stuff a whole day.
mygod,it's been 1 year and a half not clean my collections and stuff.
now it's good to packing all of them.
will back to hubei next week,
it is a big step of my next move.
which was great.get excited! ^_^
a lot,lot of work need to do.
need build my website,a lot of videos need to be cut.
need set up my studio and start to working!
i'm so happy about that!
life is great anyway!
here have some info written in 2007,
why i wanna write my cartoon story-1:
---------------------------------------------------
there was a little rabbit in real life.
she made 2 decisions in january 2007.
one was broken up a 2 year and a half relationship.
the rabbit's bear was tall, heavy, rabbit used to call him bear.
the big bear was far far away from australia.
he came to china for little rabbit 2 years.
they were engaged to each other.
they thought they gonna built a happy life ever after.
they both are excited.
but,
when they started to set up business.
they found much differents between china and overseas.
they had different opinions.
both of them thought they were right.
and won't listen to another.
bear wanted rabbit to follow him without any suggestions.
the little rabbit wants to be a equal way and discuss together.
they wouldn't listen to each other...
they argued, got upset,
they tried, took pressures on both.
they couldn't change their ways.
they did want to find solution.
they looked like a baby pepperbox, wanted things to be done perferctly and quickly.
they got communication and cooperation problems.
they both got so tired.
it's been a long time after.
the rabbit decided not involved in business one day.
she wanted to be independent,have something own.
she went back to her IT area. she is good at it.
bear was so sad about that.
because without rabbit in.
he decided give up the business.
he thought rabbit don't wanna help him because,she don't love him.
the rabbit wanted to help,but she's so tired,out of her strength,
she need more encouragement which bear couldn't give anymore.
they were both give up.
another decision the little rabbit took,is about career.
rabbit worked in a big movie online service provider company.
she made some big process cooperate with china telecom.
make profit for the company, and got a little sucess in her career.
but the company also have much problems in it's management and team work.
which the boss ignored the reports,and leading company to the wrong way.
rabbit also received several job invitations from other big companys.
rabbit decided to quit job,she is not taking another job either.
there were so much questions in life that the little rabbit couldn't figure it out at that time.
she wanted to take a break.
she wanted looking for an answer.
she wanted to think through what just happened,
and what she would like to do on next step.
she pensively thought many days.
still couldn't convinced herself that why?
why people they loved each other,but they are so mad for such little things.
why people could die for someone,but couldn't change who they are?
why people got upset so easy and gave up so quick?
why people complained so much since life was so short?
why people broken everything so easy when they built so hard?
what is the meaning for life?
the little rabbit finally made this two decisions quickly.
she take a break.
this is the people around her couldn't undserstand why she made such decisions.
since people would envy for what she already have.
but she was happy to make her own choice.she listen and follow her heart.
rabbit wanted to learn, to improve,to discovery,
she wanted to find the answer.
there're also so more questions for life,like:
why people stayed the old place even they don't like?
why people afraid to change?
why people wasted their time and not care for life?
why people even not have a dream?
what is their need?
what are they looking for?
there have full of questions in the little rabbit's head.
she's willing to find.
then, rabbit took a plan.
she's planning take 3 years to travel around the world.
to create,record,write what she saw,what she feel,and express in her way.
she plan take 2 years to learn more and improve her skills,prepare for the journey.
she's not going to play or relax, escape or hiding somewhere.
she is going to work herself!
the little rabbit wanted to put them into photos,videos,words.thoughts.emotions...
put all together,into cartoon story for animation.
in the cartoon story,she wish express the world a brave happy funny rabbit,
always willing to move forward and grow in the future.
she set up a really full time schedule,
and start hard trainning day by day...
she exercises,push herself to read, write in english,
she learned advanced business english,
she learned more computer and web design technique skill.
she learned time management and shelf motivation.
she learned movie edit course.
she learned the most complicate software of Maya.
she learned how to drive
she learned how to dress and make-up.
she learned diving and thai massage.
she was so excited to learn new things and explore all...
she have so much passion and best time in animation studio.
and cooperate with the most creative people in china.
she was so happy and wanna put her life experience and learning into writing now.
life suffering sometime,
she want to help!
that is something before start...
to be continued.
mygod,it's been 1 year and a half not clean my collections and stuff.
now it's good to packing all of them.
will back to hubei next week,
it is a big step of my next move.
which was great.get excited! ^_^
a lot,lot of work need to do.
need build my website,a lot of videos need to be cut.
need set up my studio and start to working!
i'm so happy about that!
life is great anyway!
here have some info written in 2007,
why i wanna write my cartoon story-1:
---------------------------------------------------
there was a little rabbit in real life.
she made 2 decisions in january 2007.
one was broken up a 2 year and a half relationship.
the rabbit's bear was tall, heavy, rabbit used to call him bear.
the big bear was far far away from australia.
he came to china for little rabbit 2 years.
they were engaged to each other.
they thought they gonna built a happy life ever after.
they both are excited.
but,
when they started to set up business.
they found much differents between china and overseas.
they had different opinions.
both of them thought they were right.
and won't listen to another.
bear wanted rabbit to follow him without any suggestions.
the little rabbit wants to be a equal way and discuss together.
they wouldn't listen to each other...
they argued, got upset,
they tried, took pressures on both.
they couldn't change their ways.
they did want to find solution.
they looked like a baby pepperbox, wanted things to be done perferctly and quickly.
they got communication and cooperation problems.
they both got so tired.
it's been a long time after.
the rabbit decided not involved in business one day.
she wanted to be independent,have something own.
she went back to her IT area. she is good at it.
bear was so sad about that.
because without rabbit in.
he decided give up the business.
he thought rabbit don't wanna help him because,she don't love him.
the rabbit wanted to help,but she's so tired,out of her strength,
she need more encouragement which bear couldn't give anymore.
they were both give up.
another decision the little rabbit took,is about career.
rabbit worked in a big movie online service provider company.
she made some big process cooperate with china telecom.
make profit for the company, and got a little sucess in her career.
but the company also have much problems in it's management and team work.
which the boss ignored the reports,and leading company to the wrong way.
rabbit also received several job invitations from other big companys.
rabbit decided to quit job,she is not taking another job either.
there were so much questions in life that the little rabbit couldn't figure it out at that time.
she wanted to take a break.
she wanted looking for an answer.
she wanted to think through what just happened,
and what she would like to do on next step.
she pensively thought many days.
still couldn't convinced herself that why?
why people they loved each other,but they are so mad for such little things.
why people could die for someone,but couldn't change who they are?
why people got upset so easy and gave up so quick?
why people complained so much since life was so short?
why people broken everything so easy when they built so hard?
what is the meaning for life?
the little rabbit finally made this two decisions quickly.
she take a break.
this is the people around her couldn't undserstand why she made such decisions.
since people would envy for what she already have.
but she was happy to make her own choice.she listen and follow her heart.
rabbit wanted to learn, to improve,to discovery,
she wanted to find the answer.
there're also so more questions for life,like:
why people stayed the old place even they don't like?
why people afraid to change?
why people wasted their time and not care for life?
why people even not have a dream?
what is their need?
what are they looking for?
there have full of questions in the little rabbit's head.
she's willing to find.
then, rabbit took a plan.
she's planning take 3 years to travel around the world.
to create,record,write what she saw,what she feel,and express in her way.
she plan take 2 years to learn more and improve her skills,prepare for the journey.
she's not going to play or relax, escape or hiding somewhere.
she is going to work herself!
the little rabbit wanted to put them into photos,videos,words.thoughts.emotions...
put all together,into cartoon story for animation.
in the cartoon story,she wish express the world a brave happy funny rabbit,
always willing to move forward and grow in the future.
she set up a really full time schedule,
and start hard trainning day by day...
she exercises,push herself to read, write in english,
she learned advanced business english,
she learned more computer and web design technique skill.
she learned time management and shelf motivation.
she learned movie edit course.
she learned the most complicate software of Maya.
she learned how to drive
she learned how to dress and make-up.
she learned diving and thai massage.
she was so excited to learn new things and explore all...
she have so much passion and best time in animation studio.
and cooperate with the most creative people in china.
she was so happy and wanna put her life experience and learning into writing now.
life suffering sometime,
she want to help!
that is something before start...
to be continued.
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
1225-cartoon story focus
reply my friend's question from facebook.
my cartoon story focus 3 parts:
1,culture
all of you know our china have over 5,000y histories.
and some of our culture are amazing.
like westen have horoscope,we have animal year.
western have god,we have buddha,
do you ever heard about like "the Eight Diagrams"? Inkstone? "shadowboxing"?
what is the difference between east and west?
what is our special?
what is our best? *-^
the story will discover more... *-^
2,health
our chinese people really good at use food to cure disease.
like "five elements" in traditional Chinese medicine,
we also very good at use point press and acupuncture.
life is short.
actually sometimes people not died from disease.
they died from less knowledge.
and health is such important!
in this quick,fast,busy lifestyle in the world.
many people busy and forget to take care of their health.
once sick,helpless/weakness will be come.
i truely wish my discover in the story will help...
3,love
opps! i'm single! *-^
my cartoon story is about thinking/growing/sharing/and love.
yep,of course,it's funny will make you laugh. *-^
i hope you'll like it one day!
i'm creating day by day.
i must write it in english,
and my english writing was horrible.
that's another part of the reason i push myself to read/write.
i'll appreciate life it is.
and will keeping forward day by day! ^_^
Merry Christmas!
Love echo
my cartoon story focus 3 parts:
1,culture
all of you know our china have over 5,000y histories.
and some of our culture are amazing.
like westen have horoscope,we have animal year.
western have god,we have buddha,
do you ever heard about like "the Eight Diagrams"? Inkstone? "shadowboxing"?
what is the difference between east and west?
what is our special?
what is our best? *-^
the story will discover more... *-^
2,health
our chinese people really good at use food to cure disease.
like "five elements" in traditional Chinese medicine,
we also very good at use point press and acupuncture.
life is short.
actually sometimes people not died from disease.
they died from less knowledge.
and health is such important!
in this quick,fast,busy lifestyle in the world.
many people busy and forget to take care of their health.
once sick,helpless/weakness will be come.
i truely wish my discover in the story will help...
3,love
opps! i'm single! *-^
my cartoon story is about thinking/growing/sharing/and love.
yep,of course,it's funny will make you laugh. *-^
i hope you'll like it one day!
i'm creating day by day.
i must write it in english,
and my english writing was horrible.
that's another part of the reason i push myself to read/write.
i'll appreciate life it is.
and will keeping forward day by day! ^_^
Merry Christmas!
Love echo
1224-christmas eve
with friend from hometown,he's the first time come to guangzhou.
take him look around the centre area,we go to shopping street afternoon.
and have a good time.
can't believe time fly so fast!
10 years past just like yesterday
now he's gonna 24,i'm gonna 34.
and we still keep in touch and being a good friend.
friendship is great!
friend keep us warm and light each other!
i'm going to see the world soon!
take him look around the centre area,we go to shopping street afternoon.
and have a good time.
can't believe time fly so fast!
10 years past just like yesterday
now he's gonna 24,i'm gonna 34.
and we still keep in touch and being a good friend.
friendship is great!
friend keep us warm and light each other!
i'm going to see the world soon!
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
1223-decision
people say,what you decide today,
it will influence your next 3 year!
just find january was mother's 60 year birthday.
she's been in hospital 3 times this year.
she's getting old.time fly so fast.
diabetes make her so sick.i have to go back to see her.
spend more time with them.
they are getting old. life hurts sometime.
i made my choice.
i'm going to start working myself.my way.
i would rather talking to stranger in the street.
exchange my skill for free dinner,
than working for the wrong company,
i don't want work for them!
i can borrow money and work for return.
i have to race my time!
i have to start my writing,website,video cut,learning,
a lot of things need to be done before on the way.
i'm not afraid of my future.
i'm going to fight and create.
without money,not means anything,
i will earn back!
i feel people they need help sometimes.
i have to work to help them!
it's been 2 years after,start to clean and packing.
brave girl!
time to move on,and a big step!
life is unknown magic journey,
live strong,be happy,and learn more.
i feel,i'm a pure person. ^_^
it will influence your next 3 year!
just find january was mother's 60 year birthday.
she's been in hospital 3 times this year.
she's getting old.time fly so fast.
diabetes make her so sick.i have to go back to see her.
spend more time with them.
they are getting old. life hurts sometime.
i made my choice.
i'm going to start working myself.my way.
i would rather talking to stranger in the street.
exchange my skill for free dinner,
than working for the wrong company,
i don't want work for them!
i can borrow money and work for return.
i have to race my time!
i have to start my writing,website,video cut,learning,
a lot of things need to be done before on the way.
i'm not afraid of my future.
i'm going to fight and create.
without money,not means anything,
i will earn back!
i feel people they need help sometimes.
i have to work to help them!
it's been 2 years after,start to clean and packing.
brave girl!
time to move on,and a big step!
life is unknown magic journey,
live strong,be happy,and learn more.
i feel,i'm a pure person. ^_^
Friday, December 19, 2008
1219-time fly
write story about hotspring and moon.
thinking about my destiny.
i'll fight and follow anyway.
waiting for my time!
it is only 1 week when christmas coming.
i need take more action,move more fast!
keep on your focus!
keep on your faith!
even without anyone,concentrate on your own.
move out and be your best!addoil! echo!
thinking about my destiny.
i'll fight and follow anyway.
waiting for my time!
it is only 1 week when christmas coming.
i need take more action,move more fast!
keep on your focus!
keep on your faith!
even without anyone,concentrate on your own.
move out and be your best!addoil! echo!
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
1217-keep busy
christmas is coming.
walking in the supermarket,the smell of christmas everywhere.
i love what i cook,i eat all of them!
couldn't be any better! ^_^
still keeping busy.
plan,action,hard working,reading,learning,
i'm not gonna stop,either give up.
i love my life so much,so i have to fight with them.
happiness is simple from the inner peace and i'm happy about that!
i was imagine the story times and times again in my head,
the rabbit,talking,she's alive in my world!
she's such a passionate cutey! activity not like me.
she's more sunshine than my darkness!
i'm happy she's alive in my head!
i'll let her out one day!
walking in the supermarket,the smell of christmas everywhere.
i love what i cook,i eat all of them!
couldn't be any better! ^_^
still keeping busy.
plan,action,hard working,reading,learning,
i'm not gonna stop,either give up.
i love my life so much,so i have to fight with them.
happiness is simple from the inner peace and i'm happy about that!
i was imagine the story times and times again in my head,
the rabbit,talking,she's alive in my world!
she's such a passionate cutey! activity not like me.
she's more sunshine than my darkness!
i'm happy she's alive in my head!
i'll let her out one day!
Sunday, December 14, 2008
1214-shenzhen saturday
Friday,i quit my job in the new company.
even the company have free tennis teaching Tuesday and Thursday, badminton on saturday per week.the boss still leading his way even it's wrong.
i think my ppt report of the company forecast is quite clear.
i don't wanna waste my time.
saturday,friend drive to shenzhen.
we just eat a huge expensive lunch,meet some people,then drive back.
this multimillionaire want me to be his gf and suggest stay night in shenzhen.
well,i'm not that type of person.
he was upset and couldn't understand why i don't accept him.
it just not that easy for me.it normally take a long time.
i tried to know people,while, they don't have patience.
so we still stranger friends.
sunday,stay whole day at home.
do some cleanning,buy food,cook nice soup and meal,
reading whole day,
quite peace/silence sunday without talking to anyone.
actually i'm starting miss my family.
how about brother? did he ok at the moment?
what about parents?
didn't call them yet for a long time.
i know.it's upseting.
i just don't wanna them worried,when they arleady so weak,
i don't wanna them know i'm not ok.
i will be ok anyway.
i'm also think a lot of travel plan.
maybe i should worked in my way,
just go outside to see the world,recording,and creating,
write down what i see,what i was thinking.
it is life adverture and unknown journey.
have another interview on monday.
and have a lot of videos need cut also.
can't believe time flies so fast.
i have 2007 and 2008 conclusion videos need to be produced.
keep rocking! girl!
always be positive!
you are very hard working girl!
even the company have free tennis teaching Tuesday and Thursday, badminton on saturday per week.the boss still leading his way even it's wrong.
i think my ppt report of the company forecast is quite clear.
i don't wanna waste my time.
saturday,friend drive to shenzhen.
we just eat a huge expensive lunch,meet some people,then drive back.
this multimillionaire want me to be his gf and suggest stay night in shenzhen.
well,i'm not that type of person.
he was upset and couldn't understand why i don't accept him.
it just not that easy for me.it normally take a long time.
i tried to know people,while, they don't have patience.
so we still stranger friends.
sunday,stay whole day at home.
do some cleanning,buy food,cook nice soup and meal,
reading whole day,
quite peace/silence sunday without talking to anyone.
actually i'm starting miss my family.
how about brother? did he ok at the moment?
what about parents?
didn't call them yet for a long time.
i know.it's upseting.
i just don't wanna them worried,when they arleady so weak,
i don't wanna them know i'm not ok.
i will be ok anyway.
i'm also think a lot of travel plan.
maybe i should worked in my way,
just go outside to see the world,recording,and creating,
write down what i see,what i was thinking.
it is life adverture and unknown journey.
have another interview on monday.
and have a lot of videos need cut also.
can't believe time flies so fast.
i have 2007 and 2008 conclusion videos need to be produced.
keep rocking! girl!
always be positive!
you are very hard working girl!
Monday, December 8, 2008
1208-terrible monday
first day go to new company.
they are big website in china.
target is exceed alibaba.
actually i did my job well done.
it's nothing about my monday.or workmate.
it is the company rule for every new stuff taking the test job 1 week without salary.
it is incredible,but it is in china!
i've seen a lot,lot of company running the website.
their boss might be very strong and power in other business area,
throw more than ten millions rmb on website,
they have no ideal about the internet and users need,
stubborn and not listen the advise,throw money for nothing.
their website just totally useless.
i've seen a lot!
the design/technique guys so happy i come join the team,and wish i can success persuade the boss,the right way to running the website.
cause i'm the innovator and supervisor.
well...
i don't like their rules.
either persuade the stubborn boss!
anyway,i'll make the ppt for myself tomorrow!
what is the problem of the website right now,
what we need to improve
what is the strategy step and what i can do in the team.
make a straight point to them.
i'm a good girl.^_^
i'm not change myself for money,celebrity,
i'm not depend on anyone either.
job is never a problem for me,
even in this time,the end of the year and stagnant economic environment.
i can get job anyway.
if my funds wouldn't lose too much on stock market,
probably i just sell them and continue my creating,
my passion in the cartoon stories they are over and over in my head,
i can imagine and how eagerly i wanna write them all!
but the realities:
i have to make a living,since i don't depend on anyone else.
money is not everything,but we all need it to live.
get a job,ohh no! not again!
wrong stubborn boss!
well...
there always have big difference between life and dream.
you just have to keep on your faith,and follow listen to your heart.
it leads you to the right way!
good girl!
my new host is a good person.cooking dinner for me.
i think he likes me.
i told him we don't have any posibilities.
i think i am a lucky girl!
just not in the right time.
from metro to the new company,only 2 stations.
everything looks perfert.
what makes me upset about?
he was strange man,maybe alone too much.
so in the dinner,he talking too much.
i just beg him straight give me some slience.
i've heard too much shit and too tired in the daytime.
am i bad?
too straightforward?
people hating to change.
that's who i am.
at least,i'm not pretend to be nice.
i hope i keep more patience in future!
they are big website in china.
target is exceed alibaba.
actually i did my job well done.
it's nothing about my monday.or workmate.
it is the company rule for every new stuff taking the test job 1 week without salary.
it is incredible,but it is in china!
i've seen a lot,lot of company running the website.
their boss might be very strong and power in other business area,
throw more than ten millions rmb on website,
they have no ideal about the internet and users need,
stubborn and not listen the advise,throw money for nothing.
their website just totally useless.
i've seen a lot!
the design/technique guys so happy i come join the team,and wish i can success persuade the boss,the right way to running the website.
cause i'm the innovator and supervisor.
well...
i don't like their rules.
either persuade the stubborn boss!
anyway,i'll make the ppt for myself tomorrow!
what is the problem of the website right now,
what we need to improve
what is the strategy step and what i can do in the team.
make a straight point to them.
i'm a good girl.^_^
i'm not change myself for money,celebrity,
i'm not depend on anyone either.
job is never a problem for me,
even in this time,the end of the year and stagnant economic environment.
i can get job anyway.
if my funds wouldn't lose too much on stock market,
probably i just sell them and continue my creating,
my passion in the cartoon stories they are over and over in my head,
i can imagine and how eagerly i wanna write them all!
but the realities:
i have to make a living,since i don't depend on anyone else.
money is not everything,but we all need it to live.
get a job,ohh no! not again!
wrong stubborn boss!
well...
there always have big difference between life and dream.
you just have to keep on your faith,and follow listen to your heart.
it leads you to the right way!
good girl!
my new host is a good person.cooking dinner for me.
i think he likes me.
i told him we don't have any posibilities.
i think i am a lucky girl!
just not in the right time.
from metro to the new company,only 2 stations.
everything looks perfert.
what makes me upset about?
he was strange man,maybe alone too much.
so in the dinner,he talking too much.
i just beg him straight give me some slience.
i've heard too much shit and too tired in the daytime.
am i bad?
too straightforward?
people hating to change.
that's who i am.
at least,i'm not pretend to be nice.
i hope i keep more patience in future!
Sunday, December 7, 2008
1207-need new computer
have two big website to analyse.lots of work.
when i get some money from job,will buy new computer.
straight to my tomorrow.
keep working girl! day by day! step by step!
Saturday, December 6, 2008
1207-live strong
Are you afraid to say:
"I LOVE YOU! I WANT YOU!" ?
Yes,i do.
i'm afraid to say.
to be honest
i'm afraid too much...
Are you willing someone say to you:
"I LOVE YOU! I WANT YOU!" ?
yes,i do
i willing someone hug me in the morning,
never leave me when i was crying.
then,
why you not take a move?
there have many choices.
why you keeping backward?
keeping push people away?
why you stay there hidding?
My little creature,don't look the others,
No pretending,i'm talking about you!
Do you think you are safe?
No,you don't.
Your weakness could murder your!
start thinking.
i find people don't like to be weak.or someone else weak.
because they are afraid.
well.
good girl.wake up early in the morning.
have a good shower.
wear my bracelet again.
comfort & encourage my soul.
i will be ok.
live strong.
even without anyone.
i will be fine.
no matter what,i'll defeat my fear!
ourself is the only enemy.
have a lot,lot of work to do.
videos need to be cutting,prepare for new job.
make a living and start everything again.
i will be fine.
"I LOVE YOU! I WANT YOU!" ?
Yes,i do.
i'm afraid to say.
to be honest
i'm afraid too much...
Are you willing someone say to you:
"I LOVE YOU! I WANT YOU!" ?
yes,i do
i willing someone hug me in the morning,
never leave me when i was crying.
then,
why you not take a move?
there have many choices.
why you keeping backward?
keeping push people away?
why you stay there hidding?
My little creature,don't look the others,
No pretending,i'm talking about you!
Do you think you are safe?
No,you don't.
Your weakness could murder your!
start thinking.
i find people don't like to be weak.or someone else weak.
because they are afraid.
well.
good girl.wake up early in the morning.
have a good shower.
wear my bracelet again.
comfort & encourage my soul.
i will be ok.
live strong.
even without anyone.
i will be fine.
no matter what,i'll defeat my fear!
ourself is the only enemy.
have a lot,lot of work to do.
videos need to be cutting,prepare for new job.
make a living and start everything again.
i will be fine.
1206-prepare saturday
good girl,wake up early and start to work.
clean the bed sheet and a lot,lot of clothes.
prepare for new job.
wondering why make everything so hard.
heart into pieces...
clean the bed sheet and a lot,lot of clothes.
prepare for new job.
wondering why make everything so hard.
heart into pieces...
1205-interview
have interview 5pm in haizhu.
get 1 week test job from next monday.
when i back home check the website.
find them just horrible.
the video totally useless can not play at all.
eat dinner with jian.hot pot.
nice in winter.the weather turning really cold now.
i hate the cold feeling in this time. :(
get 1 week test job from next monday.
when i back home check the website.
find them just horrible.
the video totally useless can not play at all.
eat dinner with jian.hot pot.
nice in winter.the weather turning really cold now.
i hate the cold feeling in this time. :(
1204-I Love You! I Want You!
packing my stuff.and move to baiyun.
i didn't remember how long time i open myself to someone.
i'm really a good fighter.
fight with my fear.
"all i want is someone telling me,I love you! I want you!"
yes,it is true.
and it hurts.
the simply truth hurt more.
i cried in shiver.
i know my next step,
it's going to see the world.
but my heart wish to stay.
with someone forever.
i didn't remember how long time i open myself to someone.
i'm really a good fighter.
fight with my fear.
"all i want is someone telling me,I love you! I want you!"
yes,it is true.
and it hurts.
the simply truth hurt more.
i cried in shiver.
i know my next step,
it's going to see the world.
but my heart wish to stay.
with someone forever.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
1203-start working
today,it's my last learning day in animation studio.
finally,finished my two course.
i knew,i have to start working now.
i need write down who i am,what am i doing,why and how.
and i also have to prepare a lot,lot of things.
i'm happy my willings,my enthusiasm strong,more and more.
day by day.
start working soon.
tomorrow will pack my stuff,say good bye to eli.
he's a great host!
i'm so grateful in life.
and i love the world who i am.
finally,finished my two course.
i knew,i have to start working now.
i need write down who i am,what am i doing,why and how.
and i also have to prepare a lot,lot of things.
i'm happy my willings,my enthusiasm strong,more and more.
day by day.
start working soon.
tomorrow will pack my stuff,say good bye to eli.
he's a great host!
i'm so grateful in life.
and i love the world who i am.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
1202-if
if,the buddha in front of me,
i'll pray and beg him to help those people,
who was so sad and weakness inside their heart.
help them find a way to survive.
i'll pray.
if,god can hear my voice,
i knew,i'll send my writing to him,
beg him to help me in my stories,
help those people,make them laugh and thinking.
i will work on it anyway.
i'll try my best!
i'll pray and beg him to help those people,
who was so sad and weakness inside their heart.
help them find a way to survive.
i'll pray.
if,god can hear my voice,
i knew,i'll send my writing to him,
beg him to help me in my stories,
help those people,make them laugh and thinking.
i will work on it anyway.
i'll try my best!
Monday, December 1, 2008
1201-Imagine
imagine,what you plan to do in 5 years?
to me,
i'll work as a team in USA,for my cartoon story. ^_^
then the forth year
i'll working in USA
third year,
i'll go to USA
second year,
i'll have my video and writing works to show people
in one year,
accumulate as much as i can. *-^
everytime when i hear the music,
i was so happy.
the strength of peace inside,give me much power then i thought.
and i knew
i will
move forward straight
day,by day.
i'm not worry about tomorrow.
it will only be much more better.
Silence
i''m happy making new friends.
the power,of love.
to me,
i'll work as a team in USA,for my cartoon story. ^_^
then the forth year
i'll working in USA
third year,
i'll go to USA
second year,
i'll have my video and writing works to show people
in one year,
accumulate as much as i can. *-^
everytime when i hear the music,
i was so happy.
the strength of peace inside,give me much power then i thought.
and i knew
i will
move forward straight
day,by day.
i'm not worry about tomorrow.
it will only be much more better.
Silence
i''m happy making new friends.
the power,of love.
Friday, November 28, 2008
1127-painful
life can be painful sometime,especially alone.
sad about news in mumbai.
people crazy ,weak,desperate.blind.
i cried for my baby,drinking,smoking,empty
i hate i can not protect him,
i hate i let him stupid.
life for what?
i will be ok!
sad about news in mumbai.
people crazy ,weak,desperate.blind.
i cried for my baby,drinking,smoking,empty
i hate i can not protect him,
i hate i let him stupid.
life for what?
i will be ok!
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
1126-crying dolphin
sadly bear staring at me
holding my dolphin necklace on my heart,couldn't help my tears...
tomorrow go to see M,borrow the company stamp.
have years not see him.
trying return him all the jewellery,i don't need anyway.
but just can't find my ring,which was make me mad.
i must be the last dinosaur in the world,
jewellery,diamond,sapphire,opal,gold,no interested,
the dolphin necklace and opal necklace i not even wear them once,
just see the dolphin today,noticed they are originally two across together.
cried suddenly,and maybe,i need keep it.
a ring forgetter.k!
1126-Chemistry Test
Your Chemistry Test Results
Self-Confidence
As someone with high self-confidence, you feel quite comfortable interacting with other people. Indeed, you find the company of others very stimulating and enjoy meeting new people. Your relaxed demeanor in groups makes people around you comfortable too. Perhaps because you feel comfortable talking about yourself, others tend to enjoy being around you and perceive you as socially competent.
The confidence that helps you feel comfortable talking to people also spills into your own personal beliefs about yourself. Although you have several strengths, it’s likely that you also acknowledge and accept your weaknesses. But unlike some people, you take full responsibility for your actions—you rarely regret things you’ve done in the past and are not embarrassed easily.
Perhaps the defining feature that sets you apart from most people is the exceptionally high standards that you set for yourself. Your competence in social gatherings as well as at work should provide ample evidence for this. With these characteristics, it’s very likely that people come to you for advice and generally think of you as someone with leader-like qualities.
Family Orientation
As someone who is oriented to familial matters, you value the company of family-members and domestic life. If you have children already, you enjoy spending time with them very much and work hard to be a good parent. If you don’t have children, you very much desire having children in the future. And your preference for cooking and entertaining guests at home will likely ease the transition into parenthood.
You take pride in maintaining and cultivating a healthy family and work hard to achieve this. This natural tendency is easily illustrated by your preference for doing things around the house as opposed to going out to clubs and restaurants.
What really sets you apart from people that are low in family orientation is that you know how to manage your frustrations and work well on your own. This means that you are well-equipped to manage a family without letting all the work that is involved wear you down. However, as someone with strong family values, all the work that is involved in maintaining a tidy home and well-stocked kitchen might occasionally make it difficult for you to finish everything that you need to do.
Self-Control
The self-control personality dimension captures the way in which a person regulates and directs him or herself. Being low in self-control can be both good and bad. Occasionally people may be compelled to follow their intuitions and give in to their temptations, and your degree of self-control makes this likely to happen more often than not. This can be good in circumstances where being relaxed and open are important. However, in situations where it is necessary to be focused and careful, you might find that you do or say things that may be inappropriate.
As someone who exerts little control over your actions, you may find that you commit social blunders that might offend other people and get yourself in trouble. For example, if you’re given responsibility to work on a project that requires close attention to detail, you may be likely to overlook important details because you have difficulty staying focused. Consequently, you might feel more comfortable delegating such tasks to other people who are more detail oriented. Being able to recognize such characteristics in yourself and having more detail-oriented people do such tasks could be an effective way to manage your own stress level.
Low self-control may diminish your effectiveness at work. Acting too relaxed can make it difficult for you to focus on projects that require organized sequences of steps or stages. Thus, your ability to accomplish may be inconsistent. Indeed, it’s possible that you might be criticized periodically for being unreliable or unable to “stay within the lines.” Nonetheless, you may still experience many short-lived pleasures and never be thought of as boring.
Openness
As someone moderate in openness, you have an appreciation for art and nature, but are also down to earth and realistic. On the one hand, it’s likely that you are fond of music and art, and on the other hand, enjoy and appreciate things that have a clear point and some sort of practical utility. Additionally, you have a certain degree of awareness of your own emotions; that is, you tend to notice when you’re feeling a particular way and take those feelings into account when making decisions.
You tend to think in both abstract ways—in terms of metaphors—and logically. Therefore, in your work and free time, you enjoy activities that get your “creative juices” flowing, but are also able to keep your mind on the primary objective of the task at hand.
Your tendency to be both open-minded, yet realistic is generally quite advantageous. For instance, when there are no clear rules about how to approach a particular problem, your openness makes it easy for you to identify new ways to solve problems that might not be very obvious to people that are not as open as you are. However, because you are also realistic-minded, you are able follow-rules quite easily. This combination makes it easy for you to excel in your work because you are able to “think outside the box” while still being able to keep your eyes on “the big picture.”
Easygoingness
Easygoingness refers to one's ability to relax. Based on your score, you appear to “take things as they come” and enjoy having a good time. However, being high in easygoingness also has the potential to produce stress in a number of ways. For example, you may find it difficult to complete tasks thoroughly and efficiently. In this way, being high in easygoingness cannot only make your life difficult, but also the lives of the people around you. Another potential problem with being too high in easygoingness is that it can provide you with gratification in the short-term, but in the long-term provide undesirable consequences.
High easygoingness, even when not seriously destructive, may also diminish your effectiveness at work, for example. You may find it aversive and difficult to put in all the effort that may sometimes be needed to effectively accomplish certain tasks. For this reason, your colleagues might view you as forgetful and unfocused.
How does your personality affect your love life?
With your strong degree of self-confidence, it’s no surprise that you get along well with most people. Indeed, it’s self-confidence that allows people to feel comfortable interacting with others without feeling insecure and vulnerable. For this reason, you shouldn’t have much difficulty in romance, at least not initially. Your social skills will likely help relieve any anxiety your romantic partners might have on those first few dates. However, over time, the high standards that you have for yourself could potentially frustrate your partner.
Given how much you value family life, you probably get along best with people who share your values and beliefs. In fact, it’s likely that you maintain close connections with members of your immediate and distant family. For this reason, you would probably be most satisfied in a romantic relationship with someone who also values domestic life. Being in a relationship with someone who enjoys going out to parties and staying-up late at night might be fun, at least initially; yet it’s likely that you will find this tiring over time. Thus, it might be easier and more satisfying for you to develop a long-lasting relationship with a person who also enjoys spending time at home and desires starting a family. On first dates, perhaps you might suggest to your partner that the two of you spend a quiet night having dinner at one of your respective homes instead of going out to a restaurant or club.
As someone who is more relaxed than most people, you’re probably attracted to most people. However, your free-spirited nature might make being in a relationship with a person that is more rigid than you difficult because you might perceive the person as being too uptight and controlling. For this reason, you may ultimately be most satisfied in a relationship with someone that is shares your level of self-control.
Your openness probably makes it easy for you to respect and appreciate people that are different from you. However, you may become frustrated with people that are too unconventional or traditional. Therefore, you may be happiest in serious relationships with people that share both your open-mindedness and realistic nature.
Self-Confidence
As someone with high self-confidence, you feel quite comfortable interacting with other people. Indeed, you find the company of others very stimulating and enjoy meeting new people. Your relaxed demeanor in groups makes people around you comfortable too. Perhaps because you feel comfortable talking about yourself, others tend to enjoy being around you and perceive you as socially competent.
The confidence that helps you feel comfortable talking to people also spills into your own personal beliefs about yourself. Although you have several strengths, it’s likely that you also acknowledge and accept your weaknesses. But unlike some people, you take full responsibility for your actions—you rarely regret things you’ve done in the past and are not embarrassed easily.
Perhaps the defining feature that sets you apart from most people is the exceptionally high standards that you set for yourself. Your competence in social gatherings as well as at work should provide ample evidence for this. With these characteristics, it’s very likely that people come to you for advice and generally think of you as someone with leader-like qualities.
Family Orientation
As someone who is oriented to familial matters, you value the company of family-members and domestic life. If you have children already, you enjoy spending time with them very much and work hard to be a good parent. If you don’t have children, you very much desire having children in the future. And your preference for cooking and entertaining guests at home will likely ease the transition into parenthood.
You take pride in maintaining and cultivating a healthy family and work hard to achieve this. This natural tendency is easily illustrated by your preference for doing things around the house as opposed to going out to clubs and restaurants.
What really sets you apart from people that are low in family orientation is that you know how to manage your frustrations and work well on your own. This means that you are well-equipped to manage a family without letting all the work that is involved wear you down. However, as someone with strong family values, all the work that is involved in maintaining a tidy home and well-stocked kitchen might occasionally make it difficult for you to finish everything that you need to do.
Self-Control
The self-control personality dimension captures the way in which a person regulates and directs him or herself. Being low in self-control can be both good and bad. Occasionally people may be compelled to follow their intuitions and give in to their temptations, and your degree of self-control makes this likely to happen more often than not. This can be good in circumstances where being relaxed and open are important. However, in situations where it is necessary to be focused and careful, you might find that you do or say things that may be inappropriate.
As someone who exerts little control over your actions, you may find that you commit social blunders that might offend other people and get yourself in trouble. For example, if you’re given responsibility to work on a project that requires close attention to detail, you may be likely to overlook important details because you have difficulty staying focused. Consequently, you might feel more comfortable delegating such tasks to other people who are more detail oriented. Being able to recognize such characteristics in yourself and having more detail-oriented people do such tasks could be an effective way to manage your own stress level.
Low self-control may diminish your effectiveness at work. Acting too relaxed can make it difficult for you to focus on projects that require organized sequences of steps or stages. Thus, your ability to accomplish may be inconsistent. Indeed, it’s possible that you might be criticized periodically for being unreliable or unable to “stay within the lines.” Nonetheless, you may still experience many short-lived pleasures and never be thought of as boring.
Openness
As someone moderate in openness, you have an appreciation for art and nature, but are also down to earth and realistic. On the one hand, it’s likely that you are fond of music and art, and on the other hand, enjoy and appreciate things that have a clear point and some sort of practical utility. Additionally, you have a certain degree of awareness of your own emotions; that is, you tend to notice when you’re feeling a particular way and take those feelings into account when making decisions.
You tend to think in both abstract ways—in terms of metaphors—and logically. Therefore, in your work and free time, you enjoy activities that get your “creative juices” flowing, but are also able to keep your mind on the primary objective of the task at hand.
Your tendency to be both open-minded, yet realistic is generally quite advantageous. For instance, when there are no clear rules about how to approach a particular problem, your openness makes it easy for you to identify new ways to solve problems that might not be very obvious to people that are not as open as you are. However, because you are also realistic-minded, you are able follow-rules quite easily. This combination makes it easy for you to excel in your work because you are able to “think outside the box” while still being able to keep your eyes on “the big picture.”
Easygoingness
Easygoingness refers to one's ability to relax. Based on your score, you appear to “take things as they come” and enjoy having a good time. However, being high in easygoingness also has the potential to produce stress in a number of ways. For example, you may find it difficult to complete tasks thoroughly and efficiently. In this way, being high in easygoingness cannot only make your life difficult, but also the lives of the people around you. Another potential problem with being too high in easygoingness is that it can provide you with gratification in the short-term, but in the long-term provide undesirable consequences.
High easygoingness, even when not seriously destructive, may also diminish your effectiveness at work, for example. You may find it aversive and difficult to put in all the effort that may sometimes be needed to effectively accomplish certain tasks. For this reason, your colleagues might view you as forgetful and unfocused.
How does your personality affect your love life?
With your strong degree of self-confidence, it’s no surprise that you get along well with most people. Indeed, it’s self-confidence that allows people to feel comfortable interacting with others without feeling insecure and vulnerable. For this reason, you shouldn’t have much difficulty in romance, at least not initially. Your social skills will likely help relieve any anxiety your romantic partners might have on those first few dates. However, over time, the high standards that you have for yourself could potentially frustrate your partner.
Given how much you value family life, you probably get along best with people who share your values and beliefs. In fact, it’s likely that you maintain close connections with members of your immediate and distant family. For this reason, you would probably be most satisfied in a romantic relationship with someone who also values domestic life. Being in a relationship with someone who enjoys going out to parties and staying-up late at night might be fun, at least initially; yet it’s likely that you will find this tiring over time. Thus, it might be easier and more satisfying for you to develop a long-lasting relationship with a person who also enjoys spending time at home and desires starting a family. On first dates, perhaps you might suggest to your partner that the two of you spend a quiet night having dinner at one of your respective homes instead of going out to a restaurant or club.
As someone who is more relaxed than most people, you’re probably attracted to most people. However, your free-spirited nature might make being in a relationship with a person that is more rigid than you difficult because you might perceive the person as being too uptight and controlling. For this reason, you may ultimately be most satisfied in a relationship with someone that is shares your level of self-control.
Your openness probably makes it easy for you to respect and appreciate people that are different from you. However, you may become frustrated with people that are too unconventional or traditional. Therefore, you may be happiest in serious relationships with people that share both your open-mindedness and realistic nature.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
1125-time so fast
so fast fast fast!
nearly the end of 2008 now.
winter is winter!
discuss the cartoon story with pietro. ^_^
nearly the end of 2008 now.
winter is winter!
discuss the cartoon story with pietro. ^_^
Sunday, November 23, 2008
1123-next step
i believe there have fate.
it is fate call me.to help me make my decision.
and follow.
i knew what is my next step now.
open to see the world...
the "Magic Journey" just begin.
i can feel,my heart,,, my passion,,,
there always have possibilities.
just keep going,thinking through.be your best.make things easy.
and make this world more better than ever!
good girl.sleep then!
tomorrow will be a new day!
it is fate call me.to help me make my decision.
and follow.
i knew what is my next step now.
open to see the world...
the "Magic Journey" just begin.
i can feel,my heart,,, my passion,,,
there always have possibilities.
just keep going,thinking through.be your best.make things easy.
and make this world more better than ever!
good girl.sleep then!
tomorrow will be a new day!
Saturday, November 22, 2008
1122-keep thinking
i'm good in 10 days positive test.
look back all the nagetive things in the past 10 days.
bad in time management,late for class.late for appointment,,,
sad for heart broken,
health concern and the other unexpected things.
i change them to be a positive way.
they said,problem is a chance.
a chance let us realize we have to keep find solution.
to remind us we are not good enough yet.
push us to be more better then ever.
now i realize i should more concern my time in control.
my health also.
watched learning point dvd.
find my point on crus to mitigate my stomach problems.
well.
hate the failure feelings about relationship.
he's a baby.
i'm too weak to protect him.
i have to let him go. which cause another heart broken.
i have to accumulate my patience again.
good things,the pain from brain lenitively disappear.
thank god!
i was keep thinking a lot of things of life.and people.
why and how.
i feel happy that i listen to my heart most of the time.
to do as far as i know,the right choice which i should make.
and i realize that people can be strong in spirit ,only when they trying to.
in meditation,i find peace,
i find way to kick fear out of my mind.
i'm not perfert,but god make each of us unique,that must have been some reason.
i'm happy who i am.
i was thinking about fake marriage the other day,
from someone's proposal.
yes i knew,
i no need make things so hard,
if i want,
if i like,
i can use much easier quick way to get what i want,anyway.
i can marry a rich man,so i no need work,
i can marry a american to get green card in short time,
i can go to travel,or anything else.
but, so what?
i can be very famous,in easy way,
so what?
i made my choice and i say no.
i should proud of myself being indepedent and struggling with my life.
i'm damn good!
have to make more schedule now.
i will keep try the positive test until death.
i will keep fight with the deepest fear,
and i knew,i will kick them good in ass!
keep rocking! i'm great!
look back all the nagetive things in the past 10 days.
bad in time management,late for class.late for appointment,,,
sad for heart broken,
health concern and the other unexpected things.
i change them to be a positive way.
they said,problem is a chance.
a chance let us realize we have to keep find solution.
to remind us we are not good enough yet.
push us to be more better then ever.
now i realize i should more concern my time in control.
my health also.
watched learning point dvd.
find my point on crus to mitigate my stomach problems.
well.
hate the failure feelings about relationship.
he's a baby.
i'm too weak to protect him.
i have to let him go. which cause another heart broken.
i have to accumulate my patience again.
good things,the pain from brain lenitively disappear.
thank god!
i was keep thinking a lot of things of life.and people.
why and how.
i feel happy that i listen to my heart most of the time.
to do as far as i know,the right choice which i should make.
and i realize that people can be strong in spirit ,only when they trying to.
in meditation,i find peace,
i find way to kick fear out of my mind.
i'm not perfert,but god make each of us unique,that must have been some reason.
i'm happy who i am.
i was thinking about fake marriage the other day,
from someone's proposal.
yes i knew,
i no need make things so hard,
if i want,
if i like,
i can use much easier quick way to get what i want,anyway.
i can marry a rich man,so i no need work,
i can marry a american to get green card in short time,
i can go to travel,or anything else.
but, so what?
i can be very famous,in easy way,
so what?
i made my choice and i say no.
i should proud of myself being indepedent and struggling with my life.
i'm damn good!
have to make more schedule now.
i will keep try the positive test until death.
i will keep fight with the deepest fear,
and i knew,i will kick them good in ass!
keep rocking! i'm great!
Thursday, November 20, 2008
1120-fight on 9th
The weather change cold now.
just realize winter is coming.
i'm fine on 9th.
i feel i'm great. :)
even cried with fighting for depression,suspicion,lonely and fear.
still looking for the answer ,of why we supposed to live on earth.
fragrance of flower,music,read,learning help a lot.
start 10 days of meditation test.
i am a good girl!
also brave! ^_^
just realize winter is coming.
i'm fine on 9th.
i feel i'm great. :)
even cried with fighting for depression,suspicion,lonely and fear.
still looking for the answer ,of why we supposed to live on earth.
fragrance of flower,music,read,learning help a lot.
start 10 days of meditation test.
i am a good girl!
also brave! ^_^
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
1118-happy on 7th
i'm good!
they say "small keys to big doors"
i'm good! ^_^
have to sleep eariler anyway!
good night to myself!
they say "small keys to big doors"
i'm good! ^_^
have to sleep eariler anyway!
good night to myself!
Monday, November 17, 2008
1117-Chance or Not?
meet friends and lunch together.
6th day are perfect!
i'm happy who i am. and made my own choice.
i knew,
there is tons of chance & seduction in the world.
i'm happy i'm listening to my heart, and not get lost.
good i am!
i'm proud of that!
maintain my soul in meditation.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Saturday, November 15, 2008
1115-4th day
free weekend finally in 1 month.
feel great.
spend a little bit more time with eli. big clean day.
go to supermarket.
next time,just buy what we have.
people strange,they hating change.
well.that's who we are.
the 4th day is successful in positive.
meet fred ma and talk about the travel plan.
maybe egypt,is next destination.
who knows.
email matt.called siam.he's so happy.
sometimes i just wondered,
how can people easily make others so happy or sometimes even cry?
what happened?
it's up to you.
inder finally say bye.
maybe that is a good thing. :)
more rubbish in the universe.
feel great.
spend a little bit more time with eli. big clean day.
go to supermarket.
next time,just buy what we have.
people strange,they hating change.
well.that's who we are.
the 4th day is successful in positive.
meet fred ma and talk about the travel plan.
maybe egypt,is next destination.
who knows.
email matt.called siam.he's so happy.
sometimes i just wondered,
how can people easily make others so happy or sometimes even cry?
what happened?
it's up to you.
inder finally say bye.
maybe that is a good thing. :)
more rubbish in the universe.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
1113-Lost tickets
don't know it is good ,or bad.
after finish dinner with firoa and fred ma,
airasia already run out guangzhou/shenzhen tickets.
supposed book tickets already,just rushed out for dinner not finish credit pay yet.
k
life is a gamble.
you never know what is next,
just keep go on,accpet wonders,and be happy. *-^
i'm happy my positive test in second day.
i'm a good girl.i love my life.
and i do encourage the people around me.
i am damn good and naughty.lol! *-^
after finish dinner with firoa and fred ma,
airasia already run out guangzhou/shenzhen tickets.
supposed book tickets already,just rushed out for dinner not finish credit pay yet.
k
life is a gamble.
you never know what is next,
just keep go on,accpet wonders,and be happy. *-^
i'm happy my positive test in second day.
i'm a good girl.i love my life.
and i do encourage the people around me.
i am damn good and naughty.lol! *-^
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
1112-maintain your power
If, all the difficulties suddenly appear in front of you,
would you give up ,ignore them, or back off?
To me?
---------------------No---------------------Way!!!
Right!
Every problem is a chance.
Always Be Positive! find solution,and running on your way!
today can't find right computer to cut my videos.
most of machine locked usb.student computer running terrible in premiere.
but they not allowed to use teacher's machine anymore.
well.
where we supposed to cut videos?
when we are exactly in a movie cut course?
how can we practise?
doesn't matter now.
people stupid sometime.
just have to find another solution.
wanna create more than anything!
i can feel my passion ,the power of enthusiasm for create,
is accumulate running faster than ever!
nothing,nobody, can stop me now!
get out of my way!
would you give up ,ignore them, or back off?
To me?
---------------------No---------------------Way!!!
Right!
Every problem is a chance.
Always Be Positive! find solution,and running on your way!
today can't find right computer to cut my videos.
most of machine locked usb.student computer running terrible in premiere.
but they not allowed to use teacher's machine anymore.
well.
where we supposed to cut videos?
when we are exactly in a movie cut course?
how can we practise?
doesn't matter now.
people stupid sometime.
just have to find another solution.
wanna create more than anything!
i can feel my passion ,the power of enthusiasm for create,
is accumulate running faster than ever!
nothing,nobody, can stop me now!
get out of my way!
1111-had enough
he looks great! done a amazing job in marathon!
i shouldn't let him down.
had enough today.
for some stupid reason.and i treat people badly.
it become a bad circle.i just realized,that people actually can effect another person.
you wanna positive,you have to close keep in touch with positive person.
bad rude stupid people just can easily drive you mad.
calm down!
think probably! take a deep breath! you can work out!
buy flower today.
happy have the perfect smell in the room.
Monday, November 10, 2008
1110-An Inconvenience Truth
think about our children.
think about our earth.
think about inside from the people's heart.
i knew, what i'm trying to work out,
is right.
one day.
i'll let the world hear my voice.
1109-Walking Around The Earth
watched all the video from fred ma.
thinking about his plan about walking around the earth.
thinking about his plan about walking around the earth.
Saturday, November 8, 2008
1108-sunny day in hot spring
have a wonderful trip to hot spring resort today!
we have a lot of fun and good time!
the mark to resort
nice view!
hey hey!
ha!
we are really enjoy!
perfect Sunny day! *-^
we have a lot of fun and good time!
the mark to resort
nice view!
hey hey!
ha!
we are really enjoy!
perfect Sunny day! *-^
Friday, November 7, 2008
1107-Music list
RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Dido-I'm no angel
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Dido-Thank you
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Britney Spears-Piece of me
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Leona Lewis - Better In Time
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
ROXETTE - IT MUST HAVE BEEN LOVE
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Age Of Echoes-The Final Tide
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
M2M-Love left for me
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Nirvana - Oh Me
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Michael Bublé - Home
WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Bandari- EI CONDOR PASA
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
Timo toikki - Are You The One
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Blue-Walk away
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Aon Kevlin- Ruk Ter Mai Mee Wun Yhood
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Dido - White Flag
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Rosas - La Oreja De Van Gogh
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
PM Dawn-Set adrift on a memory bliss
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Eagles - Love will keep us alive
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Chihiro Onitsuka - Beautiful Fighter
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Jordy-ma petit soeur
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Sum 41- Pieces
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Nickelback-If Everyone Cared
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Shania Twain - I'm Gonna Getcha Good
they say,music touch our soul.
it's true. :)
Youtube Rocks!
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Dido-I'm no angel
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Dido-Thank you
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Britney Spears-Piece of me
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Leona Lewis - Better In Time
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
ROXETTE - IT MUST HAVE BEEN LOVE
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Age Of Echoes-The Final Tide
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
M2M-Love left for me
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Nirvana - Oh Me
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Michael Bublé - Home
WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Bandari- EI CONDOR PASA
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
Timo toikki - Are You The One
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Blue-Walk away
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Aon Kevlin- Ruk Ter Mai Mee Wun Yhood
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Dido - White Flag
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Rosas - La Oreja De Van Gogh
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
PM Dawn-Set adrift on a memory bliss
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Eagles - Love will keep us alive
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Chihiro Onitsuka - Beautiful Fighter
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Jordy-ma petit soeur
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Sum 41- Pieces
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Nickelback-If Everyone Cared
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Shania Twain - I'm Gonna Getcha Good
they say,music touch our soul.
it's true. :)
Youtube Rocks!
1107-40 spontaneous questions
40 of the MOST spontaneous questions ever, BE HONEST
1. Where were you 2 hours ago?
eat dinner,have a nice shower.
2. What do you think of your last kiss?
poor my boy
3. Do you kiss a lot of people?
yes,online. :p
4. Are you wearing socks right now?
No
5. When was the last time you went out of state?
Sep.2008
6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
No
7. What was the last thing you had to drink?
yoghourt.
8. What are you wearing right now?
Brown T-Shirt
9. What was your last purchase?
ice cream
10. Last food you ate?
cauliflower chicken rice.
11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
friend from kl
12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
No.
13. Do you have a pet?
no
have hamster,fish,tortoise before.
14. What did you do last night?
feel bad,stay home
15. Are you a vampire?
no way
16. If you could be anywhere you want where would it be?
California, Gold Coast, Tibet
17. What is the last thing you purchased online?
dating service
18. One thing you hate about yourself?
lazy
19. What's your favorite soup?
Corn soup
20. Do you miss anyone?
yes
21. Last movie you saw?
Lightspeed
22. What are your plans for the day?
go home,pick up swim cloth for tomorrow
23. Did you have fun today?
nothing
24. Who is your last text message from?
someone who likes me.
25. Were you an honor roll student in school?
just normal
26. What do you know about the future?
Yesterday is history,
Tomorrow is a mystery
Today is a gift: that’s why we call it ‘The Present’.
27. Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
blind date.
29. Do you have a tan?
not much
30. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
38
31. Did you meet anyone new today?
no
32. Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
ear hole
33. How do you like your soda?
no interested
34. Do you like hot sauce?
not really
35. What are you doing tomorrow?
go to hot spring resort with cs friends
36. What day is tomorrow?
Saturday,Nov.8,2008
37. What is your current mood?
peaceful quite
38. Do you like someone?
yes.
39. Do you have hands?
use now.:p
40. Why?
make dream come true. ^_^
Good night!
1. Where were you 2 hours ago?
eat dinner,have a nice shower.
2. What do you think of your last kiss?
poor my boy
3. Do you kiss a lot of people?
yes,online. :p
4. Are you wearing socks right now?
No
5. When was the last time you went out of state?
Sep.2008
6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
No
7. What was the last thing you had to drink?
yoghourt.
8. What are you wearing right now?
Brown T-Shirt
9. What was your last purchase?
ice cream
10. Last food you ate?
cauliflower chicken rice.
11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
friend from kl
12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
No.
13. Do you have a pet?
no
have hamster,fish,tortoise before.
14. What did you do last night?
feel bad,stay home
15. Are you a vampire?
no way
16. If you could be anywhere you want where would it be?
California, Gold Coast, Tibet
17. What is the last thing you purchased online?
dating service
18. One thing you hate about yourself?
lazy
19. What's your favorite soup?
Corn soup
20. Do you miss anyone?
yes
21. Last movie you saw?
Lightspeed
22. What are your plans for the day?
go home,pick up swim cloth for tomorrow
23. Did you have fun today?
nothing
24. Who is your last text message from?
someone who likes me.
25. Were you an honor roll student in school?
just normal
26. What do you know about the future?
Yesterday is history,
Tomorrow is a mystery
Today is a gift: that’s why we call it ‘The Present’.
27. Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
blind date.
29. Do you have a tan?
not much
30. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
38
31. Did you meet anyone new today?
no
32. Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
ear hole
33. How do you like your soda?
no interested
34. Do you like hot sauce?
not really
35. What are you doing tomorrow?
go to hot spring resort with cs friends
36. What day is tomorrow?
Saturday,Nov.8,2008
37. What is your current mood?
peaceful quite
38. Do you like someone?
yes.
39. Do you have hands?
use now.:p
40. Why?
make dream come true. ^_^
Good night!
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
1106-weakness for fear
the pain from the back brain keep remain 1 week now.
as the aggravating pain by day,was scared.
everythings fine and i'm doing a great job,cut videos,
have watch movie with eli sit on the comfortable couch.
wrong movie,opps.
everythings fine and have to be grateful.
but just start negative weakness for no reason.
cried for lonely.
had enough.
thought we are just human being.
things happen for a reason.
i try to figure it out. but no answer.
have to take more time to discovery.
where is my love?
why i can not find someone can be accomany with?
what is F***ing wrong?
for near 1111.no big deal. i'm preparing.
i knew,i will be ok.
as the aggravating pain by day,was scared.
everythings fine and i'm doing a great job,cut videos,
have watch movie with eli sit on the comfortable couch.
wrong movie,opps.
everythings fine and have to be grateful.
but just start negative weakness for no reason.
cried for lonely.
had enough.
thought we are just human being.
things happen for a reason.
i try to figure it out. but no answer.
have to take more time to discovery.
where is my love?
why i can not find someone can be accomany with?
what is F***ing wrong?
for near 1111.no big deal. i'm preparing.
i knew,i will be ok.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Monday, November 3, 2008
1104-new day
a new day start!!! *-^
i'm happy in my life!
i'll try every strength to my target!
i love this world!
i'm happy in my life!
i'll try every strength to my target!
i love this world!
1103-excellent good!
i'm damn good! *-^
take a 10 days challenge for positive.
now is 3rd.
damn good damn good! hold on! keeping like this!
^_^
take a 10 days challenge for positive.
now is 3rd.
damn good damn good! hold on! keeping like this!
^_^
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Thursday, October 30, 2008
1030-conference on yahoo
halloween eve.
buy bandari for pietro's birthday.
inder not even show up.
hope his high fever get better now.
we both know,we are not suit for each other.
wonder why people so hard to find someone can get alone with...
last week meet 5 person.
none of them have feelings.
funny 2 of them got married. and still come to see me?
kidding?
but this is the reality.shit for that!
there have over 30 people responded my date and wanna to see me.
what-------is----------the----------hell?
there have winks and message every day from the website.
lazy.
tonight. we have conference chat on yahoo.
good i like them.
told lim help me to call kl friend.
see bimo's video on youtube.get to know some friends overseas.
i guess.
that's who we are.
we are singles. not big deal.
today start my animation learning part.
still wait for the camera.
i knew all those i have to pass through.
it has something!
i will work on it. even it is hard. difficult.no matter what.
i do what i like to do.i will keep move forward.
winter is coming.
i'll keep my heart positive warm!
buy bandari for pietro's birthday.
inder not even show up.
hope his high fever get better now.
we both know,we are not suit for each other.
wonder why people so hard to find someone can get alone with...
last week meet 5 person.
none of them have feelings.
funny 2 of them got married. and still come to see me?
kidding?
but this is the reality.shit for that!
there have over 30 people responded my date and wanna to see me.
what-------is----------the----------hell?
there have winks and message every day from the website.
lazy.
tonight. we have conference chat on yahoo.
good i like them.
told lim help me to call kl friend.
see bimo's video on youtube.get to know some friends overseas.
i guess.
that's who we are.
we are singles. not big deal.
today start my animation learning part.
still wait for the camera.
i knew all those i have to pass through.
it has something!
i will work on it. even it is hard. difficult.no matter what.
i do what i like to do.i will keep move forward.
winter is coming.
i'll keep my heart positive warm!
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Monday, October 27, 2008
1026-where is the love
the topic love is quite often to discuss on a single forum.
such kind of topic has been talked about thousand and thousand years.
nothing can define them.
love is the only way you have to feel.
still empty inside.
meet different people last week.
dinner,coffee,movie,i don't care.
have no feel.
too young to so much dead!
i knew
it's time to take care!
i will try.
such kind of topic has been talked about thousand and thousand years.
nothing can define them.
love is the only way you have to feel.
still empty inside.
meet different people last week.
dinner,coffee,movie,i don't care.
have no feel.
too young to so much dead!
i knew
it's time to take care!
i will try.
Friday, October 24, 2008
1024-Move On
started dating now.
it is a good thing.
that finally willing go outside to see people again.
been locked like an ostrich for the last 2 years.
find a dozen list waiting to meet.
so what?
today have more light effect learning.
have ODE this afternoon.Damn!
sorry for the news about Barrney!
Life Damn Short! i have to racing my time! Damn!
it is a good thing.
that finally willing go outside to see people again.
been locked like an ostrich for the last 2 years.
find a dozen list waiting to meet.
so what?
today have more light effect learning.
have ODE this afternoon.Damn!
sorry for the news about Barrney!
Life Damn Short! i have to racing my time! Damn!
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
1022-lonely planet
this is a lonely world.cold can be.
tonight N teach me belly dance.
she encouraged me so much.grateful and appreciate.
on msn.
just blocked someone again.
today started light/shadow learning.
damn modeling finally to be an end. god!
have no choice but keep forward!
i know i'll be survive.
the other night just frightened me again.
how much time exactly i left?
everything can easily make me cry.especially in music,and dark.
tell myself
i'll be fine...
tonight N teach me belly dance.
she encouraged me so much.grateful and appreciate.
on msn.
just blocked someone again.
today started light/shadow learning.
damn modeling finally to be an end. god!
have no choice but keep forward!
i know i'll be survive.
the other night just frightened me again.
how much time exactly i left?
everything can easily make me cry.especially in music,and dark.
tell myself
i'll be fine...
Friday, October 17, 2008
1017-tough friday
moderling is headache.
this week is the most 8 tough days!
lucky finally friday now.
cook dinner tonight.
and have red bean yoghourt fruit salad.
i'm satisfied. ^_^
keep move everyday!
and keeping strong everyday! *-^
this week is the most 8 tough days!
lucky finally friday now.
cook dinner tonight.
and have red bean yoghourt fruit salad.
i'm satisfied. ^_^
keep move everyday!
and keeping strong everyday! *-^
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
1015-fall down
read "how to write for animation" today.
we build house/train/tooth paste last few days.
today i not finish my works. too tired.
it's been nearly 2 hour bus since the metro building.
help nola with her internet problem.
fall down today. scatched hands and hurt my knees.
have to work hard and racing my time.
i have to be good!
you go girl!
we build house/train/tooth paste last few days.
today i not finish my works. too tired.
it's been nearly 2 hour bus since the metro building.
help nola with her internet problem.
fall down today. scatched hands and hurt my knees.
have to work hard and racing my time.
i have to be good!
you go girl!
Monday, October 13, 2008
1013-Maya time
it's maya time.
most complicate software in the world.
and now i have to start all the hardest things again.
rain today.
big huge challenge there.
i know there have concrete walls in front of me.
and i have to just across everything.
i got no choice.
no thinking.no question.
what am i gonna do in my life?
just keeping forward,focuse my target,keep learning,sharing,thinking,creating,
i choice to live my life with meaningful.
i'll do everything i can for the world.
i want to make a difference!
running the best!
my book from online already recieve.the cargo was quick.
tonight have a nice dinner with nola.
we just watched bruce.lee tv together,she's on the movie.
i emailed someone that if he gonna see me,he got to be indepedent.
i'm not gonna stay with him.
a good day finished.
tomorrow will be another new day.
reading books before get sleep.
i love life itself!
most complicate software in the world.
and now i have to start all the hardest things again.
rain today.
big huge challenge there.
i know there have concrete walls in front of me.
and i have to just across everything.
i got no choice.
no thinking.no question.
what am i gonna do in my life?
just keeping forward,focuse my target,keep learning,sharing,thinking,creating,
i choice to live my life with meaningful.
i'll do everything i can for the world.
i want to make a difference!
running the best!
my book from online already recieve.the cargo was quick.
tonight have a nice dinner with nola.
we just watched bruce.lee tv together,she's on the movie.
i emailed someone that if he gonna see me,he got to be indepedent.
i'm not gonna stay with him.
a good day finished.
tomorrow will be another new day.
reading books before get sleep.
i love life itself!
Saturday, October 11, 2008
1012-Racing Time
i wake up this morning.so tired.
something is wrong
i'm not afraid of death.
but i'm sad.
couldn't stop thinking about life.
if, time just that so short and limit.
then why we suspicious on everything even.
wouldn't a try to trust /accept people?
it makes me cry.
i wanna race my time.
when people so busy,sometimes they are lost in busy things.
without thinking
the stomach keeping bad and killing me.
i have to work before i disappear.
i have to leave my love in the world!
something is wrong
i'm not afraid of death.
but i'm sad.
couldn't stop thinking about life.
if, time just that so short and limit.
then why we suspicious on everything even.
wouldn't a try to trust /accept people?
it makes me cry.
i wanna race my time.
when people so busy,sometimes they are lost in busy things.
without thinking
the stomach keeping bad and killing me.
i have to work before i disappear.
i have to leave my love in the world!
1011-come back
have to continue my writing again.
today upload itm video.
so tired.
when i look through the video in thailand
i just find wonder why people keep space from me.
that how good am i ignore them!
i miss my time in malaysia
i miss my time in thailand
i'll keep working
on this adventure journey to life.
yesterday buy some book online
Jeffreyscott:How to Write for Animation
Donald.Trump: Business Rule...
i realize can not waste time anymore.
there have so big huge work have to do.
and i wanna work for myself badly
opps.
someone say love me. what?
how it happened?
two of totally different stranger person
how can he just so sure love someone even don't know them?
maybe this world too cold.
we suspicious on everything then we hide for safe.
bullshit!
today upload itm video.
so tired.
when i look through the video in thailand
i just find wonder why people keep space from me.
that how good am i ignore them!
i miss my time in malaysia
i miss my time in thailand
i'll keep working
on this adventure journey to life.
yesterday buy some book online
Jeffreyscott:How to Write for Animation
Donald.Trump: Business Rule...
i realize can not waste time anymore.
there have so big huge work have to do.
and i wanna work for myself badly
opps.
someone say love me. what?
how it happened?
two of totally different stranger person
how can he just so sure love someone even don't know them?
maybe this world too cold.
we suspicious on everything then we hide for safe.
bullshit!
0723-with kiki
July,18 shenzhen
come visit my girl,kiki
she just broken up with her first boyfriend
and see her cry so much
love
it's all we talking about
why it brings so much pain
but we still searching and looking for
teach kiki some computer skill.
build her qq space and how to edit photo
today is the second day since he gone
everything will be fine and better
we are working on it
and i have faith in her!
come visit my girl,kiki
she just broken up with her first boyfriend
and see her cry so much
love
it's all we talking about
why it brings so much pain
but we still searching and looking for
teach kiki some computer skill.
build her qq space and how to edit photo
today is the second day since he gone
everything will be fine and better
we are working on it
and i have faith in her!
0713-we pay
we have belt exam next begining of the month.
and we exercise back kick so badly. at that moment,i talk to myself.
why i making everything so hard?
is black belt one of my target?
the answer is: yes.
then i just realize that moment.
we learn. everything we want from this life.
we have to pay.
we pay our time, energy, patience, passion, money, everything for return...
like love
we wanna find someone
the best way you keep love,is you give
but the most of time, to the people we love, we have to learn for forgive.
i just can't stand the people we loved don't trust in me.
and that's why i kept pushing them.
i sigh to myself.
in the cartoon story.
i'll let my rabbit making mistakes.
she's smugly passionate and then have to learn and grow.
one day
everything will be return!
just have to wait!
and we exercise back kick so badly. at that moment,i talk to myself.
why i making everything so hard?
is black belt one of my target?
the answer is: yes.
then i just realize that moment.
we learn. everything we want from this life.
we have to pay.
we pay our time, energy, patience, passion, money, everything for return...
like love
we wanna find someone
the best way you keep love,is you give
but the most of time, to the people we love, we have to learn for forgive.
i just can't stand the people we loved don't trust in me.
and that's why i kept pushing them.
i sigh to myself.
in the cartoon story.
i'll let my rabbit making mistakes.
she's smugly passionate and then have to learn and grow.
one day
everything will be return!
just have to wait!
0712-Cold In Summer
Today,my coach teach me use AXE Brand Universal Oil
circle the meridian massage, to dispel the cold
wah. i never use that before.
i still not figure out.how can you just catch a bad cold in a such hot summer.
look the people in the street.
look the sunshine outside,
everywhere even the temperature shows so hot!
but you cold!
well. god must love you, and test on you, on piano as well.
a friend visit guangzhou on his business trip, he's a movie director.
this time he came with the stars to promote the new movie.
we plan to talk things,but i still not meet him yet.
well, in fact, just because of the cold. i not go oustide see anybody yet.
the web technique boy was so busy. can't drag him on website.
life sometimes just like this, you get stuck, maybe lost
but soon you'll find your way. and keep going.
that's the way we do. we keeping run!
circle the meridian massage, to dispel the cold
wah. i never use that before.
i still not figure out.how can you just catch a bad cold in a such hot summer.
look the people in the street.
look the sunshine outside,
everywhere even the temperature shows so hot!
but you cold!
well. god must love you, and test on you, on piano as well.
a friend visit guangzhou on his business trip, he's a movie director.
this time he came with the stars to promote the new movie.
we plan to talk things,but i still not meet him yet.
well, in fact, just because of the cold. i not go oustide see anybody yet.
the web technique boy was so busy. can't drag him on website.
life sometimes just like this, you get stuck, maybe lost
but soon you'll find your way. and keep going.
that's the way we do. we keeping run!
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