0713-we pay

we have belt exam next begining of the month.
and we exercise back kick so badly. at that moment,i talk to myself.
why i making everything so hard?
is black belt one of my target?
the answer is: yes.

then i just realize that moment.
we learn. everything we want from this life.
we have to pay.
we pay our time, energy, patience, passion, money, everything for return...

like love
we wanna find someone
the best way you keep love,is you give
but the most of time, to the people we love, we have to learn for forgive.
i just can't stand the people we loved don't trust in me.
and that's why i kept pushing them.
i sigh to myself.

in the cartoon story.
i'll let my rabbit making mistakes.
she's smugly passionate and then have to learn and grow.

one day
everything will be return!
just have to wait!