halloween eve.
buy bandari for pietro's birthday.
inder not even show up.
hope his high fever get better now.
we both know,we are not suit for each other.
wonder why people so hard to find someone can get alone with...
last week meet 5 person.
none of them have feelings.
funny 2 of them got married. and still come to see me?
kidding?
but this is the reality.shit for that!
there have over 30 people responded my date and wanna to see me.
what-------is----------the----------hell?
there have winks and message every day from the website.
lazy.
tonight. we have conference chat on yahoo.
good i like them.
told lim help me to call kl friend.
see bimo's video on youtube.get to know some friends overseas.
i guess.
that's who we are.
we are singles. not big deal.
today start my animation learning part.
still wait for the camera.
i knew all those i have to pass through.
it has something!
i will work on it. even it is hard. difficult.no matter what.
i do what i like to do.i will keep move forward.
winter is coming.
i'll keep my heart positive warm!
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Monday, October 27, 2008
1026-where is the love
the topic love is quite often to discuss on a single forum.
such kind of topic has been talked about thousand and thousand years.
nothing can define them.
love is the only way you have to feel.
still empty inside.
meet different people last week.
dinner,coffee,movie,i don't care.
have no feel.
too young to so much dead!
i knew
it's time to take care!
i will try.
such kind of topic has been talked about thousand and thousand years.
nothing can define them.
love is the only way you have to feel.
still empty inside.
meet different people last week.
dinner,coffee,movie,i don't care.
have no feel.
too young to so much dead!
i knew
it's time to take care!
i will try.
Friday, October 24, 2008
1024-Move On
started dating now.
it is a good thing.
that finally willing go outside to see people again.
been locked like an ostrich for the last 2 years.
find a dozen list waiting to meet.
so what?
today have more light effect learning.
have ODE this afternoon.Damn!
sorry for the news about Barrney!
Life Damn Short! i have to racing my time! Damn!
it is a good thing.
that finally willing go outside to see people again.
been locked like an ostrich for the last 2 years.
find a dozen list waiting to meet.
so what?
today have more light effect learning.
have ODE this afternoon.Damn!
sorry for the news about Barrney!
Life Damn Short! i have to racing my time! Damn!
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
1022-lonely planet
this is a lonely world.cold can be.
tonight N teach me belly dance.
she encouraged me so much.grateful and appreciate.
on msn.
just blocked someone again.
today started light/shadow learning.
damn modeling finally to be an end. god!
have no choice but keep forward!
i know i'll be survive.
the other night just frightened me again.
how much time exactly i left?
everything can easily make me cry.especially in music,and dark.
tell myself
i'll be fine...
tonight N teach me belly dance.
she encouraged me so much.grateful and appreciate.
on msn.
just blocked someone again.
today started light/shadow learning.
damn modeling finally to be an end. god!
have no choice but keep forward!
i know i'll be survive.
the other night just frightened me again.
how much time exactly i left?
everything can easily make me cry.especially in music,and dark.
tell myself
i'll be fine...
Friday, October 17, 2008
1017-tough friday
moderling is headache.
this week is the most 8 tough days!
lucky finally friday now.
cook dinner tonight.
and have red bean yoghourt fruit salad.
i'm satisfied. ^_^
keep move everyday!
and keeping strong everyday! *-^
this week is the most 8 tough days!
lucky finally friday now.
cook dinner tonight.
and have red bean yoghourt fruit salad.
i'm satisfied. ^_^
keep move everyday!
and keeping strong everyday! *-^
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
1015-fall down
read "how to write for animation" today.
we build house/train/tooth paste last few days.
today i not finish my works. too tired.
it's been nearly 2 hour bus since the metro building.
help nola with her internet problem.
fall down today. scatched hands and hurt my knees.
have to work hard and racing my time.
i have to be good!
you go girl!
we build house/train/tooth paste last few days.
today i not finish my works. too tired.
it's been nearly 2 hour bus since the metro building.
help nola with her internet problem.
fall down today. scatched hands and hurt my knees.
have to work hard and racing my time.
i have to be good!
you go girl!
Monday, October 13, 2008
1013-Maya time
it's maya time.
most complicate software in the world.
and now i have to start all the hardest things again.
rain today.
big huge challenge there.
i know there have concrete walls in front of me.
and i have to just across everything.
i got no choice.
no thinking.no question.
what am i gonna do in my life?
just keeping forward,focuse my target,keep learning,sharing,thinking,creating,
i choice to live my life with meaningful.
i'll do everything i can for the world.
i want to make a difference!
running the best!
my book from online already recieve.the cargo was quick.
tonight have a nice dinner with nola.
we just watched bruce.lee tv together,she's on the movie.
i emailed someone that if he gonna see me,he got to be indepedent.
i'm not gonna stay with him.
a good day finished.
tomorrow will be another new day.
reading books before get sleep.
i love life itself!
most complicate software in the world.
and now i have to start all the hardest things again.
rain today.
big huge challenge there.
i know there have concrete walls in front of me.
and i have to just across everything.
i got no choice.
no thinking.no question.
what am i gonna do in my life?
just keeping forward,focuse my target,keep learning,sharing,thinking,creating,
i choice to live my life with meaningful.
i'll do everything i can for the world.
i want to make a difference!
running the best!
my book from online already recieve.the cargo was quick.
tonight have a nice dinner with nola.
we just watched bruce.lee tv together,she's on the movie.
i emailed someone that if he gonna see me,he got to be indepedent.
i'm not gonna stay with him.
a good day finished.
tomorrow will be another new day.
reading books before get sleep.
i love life itself!
Saturday, October 11, 2008
1012-Racing Time
i wake up this morning.so tired.
something is wrong
i'm not afraid of death.
but i'm sad.
couldn't stop thinking about life.
if, time just that so short and limit.
then why we suspicious on everything even.
wouldn't a try to trust /accept people?
it makes me cry.
i wanna race my time.
when people so busy,sometimes they are lost in busy things.
without thinking
the stomach keeping bad and killing me.
i have to work before i disappear.
i have to leave my love in the world!
something is wrong
i'm not afraid of death.
but i'm sad.
couldn't stop thinking about life.
if, time just that so short and limit.
then why we suspicious on everything even.
wouldn't a try to trust /accept people?
it makes me cry.
i wanna race my time.
when people so busy,sometimes they are lost in busy things.
without thinking
the stomach keeping bad and killing me.
i have to work before i disappear.
i have to leave my love in the world!
1011-come back
have to continue my writing again.
today upload itm video.
so tired.
when i look through the video in thailand
i just find wonder why people keep space from me.
that how good am i ignore them!
i miss my time in malaysia
i miss my time in thailand
i'll keep working
on this adventure journey to life.
yesterday buy some book online
Jeffreyscott:How to Write for Animation
Donald.Trump: Business Rule...
i realize can not waste time anymore.
there have so big huge work have to do.
and i wanna work for myself badly
opps.
someone say love me. what?
how it happened?
two of totally different stranger person
how can he just so sure love someone even don't know them?
maybe this world too cold.
we suspicious on everything then we hide for safe.
bullshit!
today upload itm video.
so tired.
when i look through the video in thailand
i just find wonder why people keep space from me.
that how good am i ignore them!
i miss my time in malaysia
i miss my time in thailand
i'll keep working
on this adventure journey to life.
yesterday buy some book online
Jeffreyscott:How to Write for Animation
Donald.Trump: Business Rule...
i realize can not waste time anymore.
there have so big huge work have to do.
and i wanna work for myself badly
opps.
someone say love me. what?
how it happened?
two of totally different stranger person
how can he just so sure love someone even don't know them?
maybe this world too cold.
we suspicious on everything then we hide for safe.
bullshit!
0723-with kiki
July,18 shenzhen
come visit my girl,kiki
she just broken up with her first boyfriend
and see her cry so much
love
it's all we talking about
why it brings so much pain
but we still searching and looking for
teach kiki some computer skill.
build her qq space and how to edit photo
today is the second day since he gone
everything will be fine and better
we are working on it
and i have faith in her!
come visit my girl,kiki
she just broken up with her first boyfriend
and see her cry so much
love
it's all we talking about
why it brings so much pain
but we still searching and looking for
teach kiki some computer skill.
build her qq space and how to edit photo
today is the second day since he gone
everything will be fine and better
we are working on it
and i have faith in her!
0713-we pay
we have belt exam next begining of the month.
and we exercise back kick so badly. at that moment,i talk to myself.
why i making everything so hard?
is black belt one of my target?
the answer is: yes.
then i just realize that moment.
we learn. everything we want from this life.
we have to pay.
we pay our time, energy, patience, passion, money, everything for return...
like love
we wanna find someone
the best way you keep love,is you give
but the most of time, to the people we love, we have to learn for forgive.
i just can't stand the people we loved don't trust in me.
and that's why i kept pushing them.
i sigh to myself.
in the cartoon story.
i'll let my rabbit making mistakes.
she's smugly passionate and then have to learn and grow.
one day
everything will be return!
just have to wait!
and we exercise back kick so badly. at that moment,i talk to myself.
why i making everything so hard?
is black belt one of my target?
the answer is: yes.
then i just realize that moment.
we learn. everything we want from this life.
we have to pay.
we pay our time, energy, patience, passion, money, everything for return...
like love
we wanna find someone
the best way you keep love,is you give
but the most of time, to the people we love, we have to learn for forgive.
i just can't stand the people we loved don't trust in me.
and that's why i kept pushing them.
i sigh to myself.
in the cartoon story.
i'll let my rabbit making mistakes.
she's smugly passionate and then have to learn and grow.
one day
everything will be return!
just have to wait!
0712-Cold In Summer
Today,my coach teach me use AXE Brand Universal Oil
circle the meridian massage, to dispel the cold
wah. i never use that before.
i still not figure out.how can you just catch a bad cold in a such hot summer.
look the people in the street.
look the sunshine outside,
everywhere even the temperature shows so hot!
but you cold!
well. god must love you, and test on you, on piano as well.
a friend visit guangzhou on his business trip, he's a movie director.
this time he came with the stars to promote the new movie.
we plan to talk things,but i still not meet him yet.
well, in fact, just because of the cold. i not go oustide see anybody yet.
the web technique boy was so busy. can't drag him on website.
life sometimes just like this, you get stuck, maybe lost
but soon you'll find your way. and keep going.
that's the way we do. we keeping run!
circle the meridian massage, to dispel the cold
wah. i never use that before.
i still not figure out.how can you just catch a bad cold in a such hot summer.
look the people in the street.
look the sunshine outside,
everywhere even the temperature shows so hot!
but you cold!
well. god must love you, and test on you, on piano as well.
a friend visit guangzhou on his business trip, he's a movie director.
this time he came with the stars to promote the new movie.
we plan to talk things,but i still not meet him yet.
well, in fact, just because of the cold. i not go oustide see anybody yet.
the web technique boy was so busy. can't drag him on website.
life sometimes just like this, you get stuck, maybe lost
but soon you'll find your way. and keep going.
that's the way we do. we keeping run!
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